Saturday, March 26, 2005
10:44 PM
realise this long weekend.. i've been very guai wor... nv go out.. practically rot at home..
haha... watch naruto.. watch bleach..watch hime..watch Gds.. hohoho...
my eye sight is getting @_@ lalalalala
anyway.. gonna start doing my assignments le.. haha... haven even touch.. lol...
hmmm.... let me see.. tmr going to do something.. heee.. :) *secrets* *secrets*
lalalalala....
*grinz*
Friday, March 25, 2005
10:45 AM
hmm... finally my bio test over.. able to pass? i'll juz hope & pray bah... i'm not too confident over it.. but hopefully should be able to... hahaha....
anyway a long weekend ahead :) is good friday today~ :D
hmmm... let's see my upcoming schedule:
next week (week 13):
Patient Education
Leadership Presentation + i've no idea how many words of essay need to hand it too..
Week 14:
Psy. test (-_________-''')
Week 15:
2 weeks attachment @ peds. ward
Week 17 - 18:
Examination week Starting @ 29th Apr, 4th may & 6th May.
Week 19:
1 mth Attachment Starting from 9th May. (once again.. my bday falls on the attachment.. which Again.. i shall celebrate my bday once again in hospital.... sadded..)
keke.... today shall be my resting day.... my buddies are not free to come out.. actually dun even wanna ask them out.. cuz they all are bz preparing their exam.. dun wanna disturb them... >.<
sigh
shall rot at home & stare at the blank screen to watch Naruto ^_^ heeeee.... maybe go upload some pics in multiply... haha.. see how.. i'm so freaking relax + lazy to move now... lol...
gonna be a pig for today
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
9:40 PM
sigh..
recently abit tensed over alot of things lah... i look stress bah.. tat;s why my friends like kinda scare -_-''' even xy come and pat on my shoulder "eh girl.. stress ah"
Isit really me.. or.. i noe everytime test or exam.. my reaction will be.. more serious bah.. lesser joke.. not much smiling...
but it really scare me off when u guys are prepare so much... and yet.. my bio always troubles me.... >.<
very scary ah....
i know i should not compare to others.. but sometimes when ur friends ard are like so prepared for e exam... and i;m like.. *sigh*
i really duno what to react.. i noe ones muz go with e own pace.. but seeing infront ppl running ahead and is like way way way way way ahead.. i think everyone will be panick bah...
everything is in a mess.... i really duno wat to do le..
sigh.
9:33 PM
yep i'm still online.. ^-^
7:40 AM
Hmm.... In any case u guys think how come i nv online for today and tmr.... (provided IF u guys are thinking)
cause.. i'm changing my internet connection mah.. from pac net to singnet.. then.. need to terminate here and there.. so this 2 days should not have internet connection for me...
but which is rather a good thing lah... cuz my bio test is on thur.. which means.. my mind dun wander around.. besides those anime Vcds i have... LOL~...
so... dun miss me too much keke... lalalalalaal.........
Monday, March 21, 2005
9:31 PM
*warning* this is gonna be a freaky long blog so.... er.. instruction.. take coffee.. take some food... to bite... then maybe.. take a nice cushion... then... sit down and then can start scrolling le... heh heh
how's my day today... hey cool~ ^_^ i pass my Skill test with 64/70 on Urinary catherisation.... HoHOhO... so happy ^_^ cuz before that i still pray do not give me UC procedure.. cuz there are alot alot alot of steps......... but watever it is.. i pass e exam ^_^
ok.. so evening went and meet my friend.. before that met brush at my house void deck to pass me e naturo disks... he's wearing e security guard uniform.. heh heh.. so talk some rubbish to him...hey.. thanks for e disks ^_^ and proceed to meet my pri. school friend for dinner..
has been a long time hasn't been meeting her.. and then... she only can come out today.. yah.. she's e mother & wife to be ^_^ talk to her alot of things... chatted here and there.... then walked walked around lot 1 and went and take a neo print.. hehehe.... shall post later. :)
listen to her.. how she met her husband.. how's her life... then realise hasn't been catching up with most of my friends lately le...
then accompany her to find her husband who is playing at e bball court juz opposite my house area.. well.. ok lah.. didnt actually talk to him.. lol.. as usual i dun really tend to talk much during first meeting... somemore his friends are around there.. so... like tat lor...
so now back on my comfy chair.. typing blogging chatting with friend andy.. who's relationship is now abit edgy + rocky.... well... cant advice much either.. e only thing is juz *pat* *pat*
hope everything will be allrighty..... allright bro? Muz smile keke....
hmm.. my bio test is coming which is a killer for me... i think i'm dead lah... gonna burnt some midnite oil..... anyway there's e end of e blog... if u think is short.. becuz... there's somemore behind....
andy pasted this 2 notes to me.. i find it interesting...tat contributes to e long long blog....
Love the girl in your heart, not in your
mind. If you
base
your relationship on feelings, it will fail for
there are
ups &
downs in feelings. Girls are there to be
d, not
toyed
around.
Love her for who she is. Don't even think
about
changing
any bit about her. 6 billion people in this
world & 6
billion
different personalities. She's special &
she will
stay that
way. You change any part of her, you'll
change
her
forever. Don't substitute her for anyone
else, they
are just
unique in their own ways.
Love whole-heartedly. She sacrificed a
lot for you
so you'd
better really treassure her. She could
have just got
up &
date a so much more dashing guy in
town but she
chose
you instead all because of . So
her guys,
not
play with her. Don't just get the girl to
beg you to
stay or
whatsoever. If you're with her, her.
Don't
cause
a
strain in the relationship, you'll end up
loving each
other
out of pity or charity, that's not respecting
at
all.
Respect the way it is & everything
will be the
best it
can be. I've been there & I know how it
feels. Don't
expect perfection from her.
She's the only one in the world & she's
done the
best she
could. Like another girl while you're in a
relationship? Then
I think it's time you remain single for a
while. Don't
go
around breaking girls' hearts, it's the most
tragic
thing to
do.
Tell the truth, never hide anything from
her. If you
want
her to tell you everything, do the same.
Don't go
calling
other girls "honey" or "darling", how
would it feel if
your
girl calls other guys the same way? Be
faithful,
enough is
enough.
Socialise only when you're single. You
socialise &
flirt
around is to get the girl of your dreams.
Get it over
when
she's already yours, don't ask for more. It
never
kills to
be romantic. Think, be flexible. Getting
that
diamond ring
isn't the only gift for her. Be realistic,
she's human
& she
lives life just like you. Something sweet &
simple
always
get the job done. Money doesn't exist
between
couples,
it's the .
NEVER PROMISE HER THAT YOU'ILL LOVE
HER
FOREVER because
your forever might end the next day.
Love her as if
each
day is the last. SWEET TALKS ONLY APPLY
FOR
SINGLES!!!!! not for
attached guys. Do that & you'll really
break your
girl's
heart. Isn't good being too well-known
too, it'll give
her a
sense of insecurity. Remember,
INSECURITY.
Promise her
& make sure you never break it. Swear to
her &
make
sure you keep it. Pledge your to her
& her
alone.
Loving her is giving her your heart to
break it but
trusting
her not to. Instead, she'll cherish it &
protect it.
That's
. Give her your heart, your life, your
everything.
Lay
down your life & prepare to die for her
when the
need
arises. But stay strong & live through
another day,
she can
never live without you.
Never, ever walk out of her life. She won't
just cry
her
heart out & carry on living as per normal,
she'd die.
It her
heart that you've broken, how would you
ever
know
how
she feels?
Winning a girl's heart isn't the final
victory. Don't
leave
her once you've won her . Love her
all the
way
till the
end of time, her till marriage,
her till old
age,
her till death. If you can her till
the
end of
time,
you've earned the honor & respect for
you've truly
d
her.
She chose you because she believes that
you can
fulfil
your promise. Win her heart & her
over.
Remember,
the girl isn't a trophy for display, she's
someone to
,
not to show off to your "friends". Stay
humble yet
proud
that she's the one for you. Respect her for
the
way
she is,
never despise her & never mistreat her,
never
even
think
of toying with her.
NeXt -->
Hahaha..... This is cute...........
NEW ELEMENT IN THE PERIODIC TABLE
Element : WOMEN
Symbol : WO+
Atomic mass : Accepted as 53.6 Kg; isotopes
may vary from 40-200 kg.
Occurrence : Copious quantities in all urban
areas.
PHYSICAL PROPERTIES
1. Boils at room temperature
2. Freezes without any known reason.
3. Melts if given special treatment.
4. Bitter, if incorrectly used.
5. Sweet as Honey if given a proper
treatment.
CHEMICAL PROPERTIES
1. Have great affinity for Gold, Silver and a
range of precious stones and absorbs great
quantities of expensive substances.
2. May explode spontaneously without prior
warning and for unknown cause
3. Insoluble in liquids, but activity greatly
increases by that.
4. Most powerful money reducing agent
known to man.
TESTS
1. Pure specimen turns rosy pink when
happy.
2. Turns green when placed behind a better
specimen.
POTENTIAL HAZARD
illegal to possess more than one, although
several can be maintained at different
locations as long as specimens do not come
in direct contact with each other.
!! WARNING !!
PROLONGED EXPOSURE TO THIS
ELEMENT CAN CAUSE SEVERE FINANCIAL
HEMORRHAGING AND MENTAL DISTRESS.
BE CAUTIOUS!
ThE END~!~!~
Sunday, March 20, 2005
9:39 PM
cute game~
http://www.maggiemarket.com/animation/game
/2004resturant/resturant_at_mkt.htm
*!^@%#&@&* to e design.... er.. still blur go to my tag board n see e link oki?
Saturday, March 19, 2005
7:25 PM
weather is so hot recently.. that i feel like cutting short my hair....
9:21 AM
wel.. interesting.. stumble on to 2 blogs... interesting i can say.. gonna spend some time back home & read abt it...
going to school & study...
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
10:44 PM
lalalala.. juz came back home from dinner..
hmm let me start home my day today.. ended school at 10am.. cool.. and u thought of envy me which i dun think most of them will cause................ most of friends are having their study week now.. dot dot...
but i got a clinical practice at 3-5pm.. which means i got freaking 5 hrs to spend.. study 2hrs in school with friends.. till ard 12pm.. went out with them to orchard since eve wanna take a look at handphone pouch...
so walk walk.. eat at mos burger.. then michelle wana take neo print.. and i dun mind too since i also quite long time nv take le... heeee... so we went down to heeren and take.. and this machine is simply hillarious.. lol.. took 10 shots.. and e starting music is like "tuo diao" tune.. lol..
and everytime is 3,2,1 lol.. very fast.. is like dancing along sia. lol. in e end.. e pics.. allrighy bah.. hehehehee...
so kill our time there and then went back school and for e skill lab.. in e end.. almost got conflicts with another grps of students.. cuz we book e lab at 3-5pm.. then e lab tech. say we can have e whole room. in e end other ppl also use e room.. then realise that this timing is free timing for everyone to practise.. sigh sigh... in e first place she should not say tat.. but luckily we got other room...
then finish our practice amd went to jurong point and meet my friend, brush.. from meeting ard 715 to met him at 750 -_-''' i reach jp ard 615pm.. yawnz went ot library writes some notes.. till my long lost pri. school friend msg me..saying she going to Rom soon and going to be a mother to be...
ahhh.. happy for her ^_^ hehehee... then chatted with her and with another of my pri school friend.. using pay phone cuz me batt left 1 bar.. then i cant waste.. then use the coin phone.. after that.. got 1 big size lady behind me waiting for e phone.. but i was chatting mah.. then is either i imagine too much or.. watever.. i juz feel "sha-qi" towards me.. and e look from her is like she's staring at me lor.. -_-''' so i have to make excuse to my friend say, my friend calling me.. then went down to 1st floor and phone them again.. lol....
then at there.. for a while later.. i feel tat... a lot of ppl crowding me.. cuz got ppl Q again -_-'''' so in e end say tat to them... chat alot with her and my friend.. hahaha......
so was hungry till i met him then went for dinner and pass me e part of naruto which even have faulty >.<
ewww... then make a very big joke till nwo cant sotp laughing.. haha.. he was saying "wo de jiu li mei you fan" ------- i hear till "xin qi tian mei you fan"
lol. cant stop laughing.. when i misinterpret wrongly.. i either cant catch wat he say or i interpret wrong.. lOl~...
in e end after dinner.. walk around then go home le ^_^
continue to chat with my pri. school friend.. hahaa.. :) happy mother & wife to be wor... sending my blessing to her :) cant wait to see her on this coming sunday.. maybe.. hahaha......
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
7:52 PM
for friends who play online game (mmorpg) & erm..does deviant acts..
such as cheating... If u think U dun cheat in games.. well... er... then dun Do lor... :P
thanks anyway
http://www.my3q.com/home2/59/toon88/mmorpg.phtml
Monday, March 14, 2005
8:44 PM
yupx.. added.. my first song.. on this blog.. Jacky_cheung - sorry
somehow.. juz keep repeating in my mp3.. :)
我开始有点怕 车站外风吹雨打
可能因为气压 我今晚心情不佳
态度是有点差 急性子我没办法
两个人难免会吵架 偶尔吵无架
哦 站得有点麻 哦 眼睛进了沙
哦 你怎么不要 让我把你接回家
哦 伞你忘了拿 哦 别生病啦
哦 都怪我好吗 气坏了自己那就太傻
怎么不接电话 这么晚你会在哪
就算你要冷静一下 淋湿身体会弄垮
嗯 气坏了自己就太傻 嗯 我想说Sorry
7:45 PM
msning with my friends..quite some deep talkes...
blog also become something commerical...as in... something ppl wants attention to be on them.
how u noe their blog is true?
how u noe their life goes on e same?
how do you noe.. my BLOG aren't Lies? How do u noe I'm not making stories tat either say i'm fine or bad....
if u are gonna say.. I trust u & i noe ur character or person.... ermmm.. maybe take that away for awhile...
i always say to myself.. i dun even noe myself that much.. how could other ppl noe me more...?
ppl i noe says i'm happy-go-lucky,cheerful,positive,funny... i;ve my own serious side that i seldom let ppl see.. only during exam.. stress.. or deep in thoughts.. cuz usually i always tat "bo chap.." look.. always got ppl say tat i'm not serious...
i remember once when i was working in sembawang music.. my collegue told me... "eh be srious.. boss says u aren't serious"
geeze.... how do u define serious? Muz i really write i'm serious on my face then ppl noe i'm serious??
is like.. if i'm sad or angry muz i really need to show it in my face... i guess is not good to always show ur emotion around right?
well of cuz.... u have to be serious in ur work... able to produce good work.. but also have to enjoy life.. i guess too serious abt things everytime makes u get heart attack more..
i rather being label as childish. i rather ppl say i'm immature. i rather say i'm acting cute. rather than i got higher chance of getting heart attacks..
well u cant always assume that i'm like tat.. means i aren't serious abt work..
we got 1 life. to work. to enjoy. to be happy. to sad. to serious. to nuts. to lots and lots of things............
actually i'm kinda off track. talk rubbish... but watever e fact... life's still goes on whether u like it or not.
7:16 PM
this gonna be my anime blog.. dun understand.. dun read..
sob sob
takumi die~!~!! ahhhh.... i was hugging my pillow and watching with my brother.. Sob SOB.... Takumi~!~!~!~
ahhhh..... idiot carnival... let everyone so sad....
for e sake of protecting ones precious.. one have to win e battle against each child..
if e child die.. the person closest to the heart will die instead of e owner.. ahh.. takumi~~~~......
esp 22 out le.. feel so tempted to watch w/o my brother. ahh.. cannot cannot.. muz control control.. wait for him to come back and watch.. >.<
d/loading GDS 21 now... dotz dotz most of my friends d/l liao. ahhhhhhhh..... Pengz....
still got 4hr ++ to go... soonner of later gonna burnt e anime to disks liao.... too many le...
got Kyo, Yakikitate Japan, Negi sensi, My hime, GSD, School rumble, bleach.. still got anything. i dun think so...
speaking abt kyo.. wohoo.. been rushing to watch.. 26 esp.. finally watch finish~ hmm... is shorter than e comic.. and i prefer e comic more than e anime... though anime looks nicer lah.... but based on content.. i prefer comic.. lalala.a duno vol31 out when... cant wait to see....
omg. now not only i;m comic freak.. but also anime freak. ahhhhhh.... somebody stop me~~~~~~~
bleah
anyway... my friends gonna start exam soon le... Jia you~! all e best... for me..... 2 major tests will be on next week.. jia you le... gonna camp at mac liao.. and gonna grow horizontally~!
Sunday, March 13, 2005
8:29 PM
juz saw desmond's blog... read how's he been doing well and being sweet to his girlfriend...
*tsk* *tsk*
got an urge to write a blog.. haa.. juz wonder.. when will be my turn to have someone close to me... gimming me TLC...
times flies very fast.. this year 19.. next coming year 20.. work & work till e rest of my lives..
seeing how my friends.. in their own happiness.. everytime for tat moment.. how i wish to have someone.. i even have a friend who has plan e future... so eny.. though i understand r/s is not smooth sailing.. and i can say that.. maybe if i go into r/s.. i might blog one day and say "being single is wonderful"
haha.. we r so fickle minded.. or maybe is me....
afraid of rejection.
afraid of losing u.
afraid of not seeing u again.
afraid of e silence between us.
afriad we cant be as friends like e past.
afriad that i will face up e truth.
afriad of alot of things.
i juz choose silent over it.
10:11 AM
went out with my buddies yesterday to celebrate ah min's bday... before meeeting her have to meet up with e rest of the buddies.. to collect e greetings and stick on it.. luckily i noe them well that they will not write e greetings de... *grinz* so brought papers and pens along....
only josp & kk got e heart to write.. though short.. but still got e heart.. not last min..
we made a photo album for her.. consists of our outings.. all these.. and some pics that she errmm.. was doing those "gui nian" hahaha.... then we also place on it.. lol...
went down to swensen and eat... talk talk take pics.... and realise that are 3 ppl in e restraunt same bday as her... cuz we hear the "happy bday to you..." song for 3 times.. if + ahmin is 4th time.. but she shy dun wan.. lol...
but she open e album. she shock here and there.. hhaahaa.... glad that she like e present we did for her ^_^
then suppose to watch movie de.. but in e end... too rush liao.. so went to her house and play mahjong.. lol....
now i really realise playing mahjong can really kills time... we play ard 2pm.. we left her house at 6pm. and we haven even complete e rounds... Lol..... but had an enjoyment playing..
and i "zha hu" fake win.. lol... blur sotong me.....
ok lah... enjoy my day well... ^_^
pictures will be uploaded in my multiply soon ^_^
Friday, March 11, 2005
11:33 PM
finally my efforts pays off... after being stress & down.. my 2 major projects.. we got A distinction for both of them...
is really a big rock out...
now can focus on my tests already.. though there are still others minors one... but those i'm able to do it...
anyway tmr is min's birthday.. so wishing her happy bday & all e bests in whatever she's doing ^_^
i need to sleep haha... yesterday slep at 230 am.. editing the projects.. yawnz.. seriously efforts pays off.. and w/o e grp mates support can really die >.< will be uploading some pics on e projects.. ^_^
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
11:13 PM
juz now keep watching Anime.. from Gds to Bread to latest Bleach.. woohooo story plot gonna get exciting~ lalalala
well.. today after school took same train with ira & fish.. then suddenly 1 passenger happen to have Seizures.. 1st ever time i encounter something happen like tat... we look around.. no one help e man.. he was trembling.. shaking vigorsly..
Ira went and help.. fish & i juz stood there blankly.. speak truthfully.. i really loss of mind and words.. but in e end.. we went and helped her.. i press the bell and asked the driver to stop at the next station.. while ira and fish attend to the person and another yr 3 also from nursing helped the person....
so.. e guy was allright.. said that is frequent for him to encounter that.. but i guess is how ppl around see.. the train was packed. yet no one approach to help out... everyone juz use their eyes and stare at the helpless person... there was even once this person standing infront of e person.. juz shifted his leg.. and juz pretend nth has happen...
this is e really self-fish way i ever seen...
yes i admit.. when e person was having seizure..i juz stare blankly.. speechless... till ira went and help e person and we went along.. my very first time to react to this kind of thing....
but i'm really glad that ira really give me some thoughts to myself.. and also to wat happen today.. the experience i had.. is something that i nv imagine to happen when i'm as a student.. and an experience to open up my thoughts...
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
8:47 PM
juz came back after my test...
tired.. *shag* want to fall asleep le
the test.. questions i know how to do.. but i dun have e confident.. and some questions are so tricky -_-''' sianz hope can pass can le wor... >.<
hmm... congrats to brush tat his test pass which means he owe me a treat.. mhahaha
eh btw talk abt treats.. ALOT of ppl owe me treat sia.... EG:
BEN,MIN,JOSP,BRUSH & i'll be adding lists on and on :X
hmm... my sem exam timetable out.. 29th apr first paper.. 4th & last paper 6th may...
i was happy before hand becuz i thought exams dun fall on my bday~ but i realise that.... VTP attachment will be falling on my bday... this is confirm by several friends.....
*sigh*
nv had a chance to celebrate full day.. >.< unless it fells on weekends >.< but usually is weekdays.. pri & sec schools.. Mid year Exam.. Poly last year - falls on first day of attachement >.<
ahhhh....
12:16 AM
gonna have a test.. let me see.. 18hrs later... and congrats to me i juz flip e first page.. anyway... was happy abt today presetation.. my effort pays off.. teacher say we can get A* Distinction wor.... hhahaa..
but nevertheless at least we got an A.. good start.. cuz friday also gonna have another presentation similar as this.
juz hope everyhitng goes well
oh... today stomach keep rumbling here and there... -_-'' been skipping breakfast latly not too sure becuz of it anot... juz dun feel well.. >.<
for now. gonna rest for few hours then wake up early in e morning to study for my test.
coffee anyone?
Sunday, March 06, 2005
10:15 PM
today's lesson : no coffe in e night.. i'm super awake and crazy.. !@#%$@# tmr got presentation... i need to fall asleep soonnnnnnnn...... ahhhhhh
7:24 PM
a little note to everyone
today's blog is very vulgur... so if u dun like it.. dun read.. juz dun borther to read... i'm freaking paranoid now....
hmmm... suddenly realise alot of my friends around me are stressful.. oh cool.. i'm not the only one...
well.... let me see my schedule of my projects week
this coming week. -
week 10mon - 1 presentation (which i hope everything goes smoothly cuz i can still feel something shaky going to happen >.<)
Tue - 1 theory test. which freak i have not touch e book yet.
fri - another presentation which haven finish yet.
week 11Clinical Skills test which freaking screw up.. 7 Skills to learn and did i say to memorise every steps clearly if not congrats retest and fail again congrats retake e module again. !@%#$@!%!&@%#$&@(!^@%#$ which i have not say... they test on 2 skills and together do within half-an-hour. which i also say.. i have not touch yet.
week 12Bio Practical and theory test... which !@^#%!$@ i really hate it.. cuz gimmi McQ but i hate Practical.. looks @ models.. i can fail tat... Shit though last sem i manage to pass lah... But this time... Kaoz..... I dun want to look at BRAIN~ ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............. which again i say.. i haven even revise though my friend say he has started.. shit i hate those ppl......
week13another presentation to present and hopefully a 1000 word essey to hand in... which i can say... i haven touch it yet.. though gathering necessary information...
not to forget i got 2 weeks attachment at Paediatrics ward as usual NUH and i think when i come back without having break.. gonna have my exam.....
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anyway... realise got lots of friends nick very stressful.. i see liao also stress... i cant really say "eh realx lah relax" cuz i also noe it cant help.. cuz i also been in those deep shit before. (though it meant to be nice things to say lah)
is like saying "good luck" "all e best" "jia you" *esp in exam* cuz the person already try e very best liao... then say those word is like kinda not nice right..?
ok watever....
so gonna say to ben & min & whoever is stress in whatever rubbish shit thing they do.. continue to stress bah..... >.< nah... juz *pat* *pat* is e only thing i can afford to.. oh.. can juz msg me in msn to rattle lor.. ahahahahaa....
duno what rubbish i'm talking abt too...
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anyway brush is sad over something... so kinda say again duno what u are sad abt but will be here to let my ear to u :) but i guess u will be finding ur s.l.m to talk abt.. haha...
watever isit... juz stay on ^^
*when e boat reachs e dock everything will be allright*
Saturday, March 05, 2005
10:35 PM
went out today and meet with my buddies.. then watch hitch with josp. not bad movie.. humourous.. teaching guys e right wat to chase a girl.. funny show.. can watch lah.. juz laugh ur way through..
anyway... very sleepy now.. & rubbish things keep going through my mind... i forsee myself stress & F up by e projects and tests for e upcoming weeks. and shall see my blog full of complains and outcrys & very dark side of me.
maybe i'm juz tired today. after yesterday running. maybe.
Friday, March 04, 2005
6:25 PM
hey hey..dun mistaken if u have went to wrong blog.. i juz change a new blog skin... ichigo from bleach~ yeah yeah~
anyway... let me grap some o2 first.. went for my operation running.. wah...finally see the sun shine so bright...
then i realised... WHERE's MY STAMINA TO!?!? run 3 rounds then cannot run.. tired.. chuan liao.... grasping for air...
then... one dog come and use the crawl and stretch me... >.< got some red red marking.. -_-'''
then climb up 12 storey to my house.. then realise.. is more tiring then running. omg.. almost gonna give up and go and take lift... but in the end manage to climb to my door step....
geeze.... where's my stamina to... where was once in sec sch run so fast the siao char bo stamina to? omg.... i'm worst than an ah ma... -_-'''
gonna run frequent...
for now juz let me rest.... i stinks... perspire till cannot make it... -_-'''
2:18 PM
juz watch channel 8.. hmm.. regarding ppl undergoes plastic surgery...which i find quite true on what they say.. "ppl always judge by ur look first" is always like that..
i dun agree on ppl who say.. "nah i dun judge by e look.. i judge by what's inside e most.."
yah yah...
tell me.. if a preety/handsome woman/man and a average looking woman/man walk together.. ur first reaction..or ur first look will fall on...who?
of cuz i'll look at the preety/handsome guy.. then take a glance at the average looking..
is like u and ur preety friend goes out...and u will notice wherever she goes.. guys are gluling eyes on her.. rather than errr.. u.. or she happens to get most number by e guys.. (i've been in tat situation before.. lol.. i'm e vase beside her.. (cant say who :X)
aanyway this is life.. lol...
if u are sales person.. marketing or watever.. wouldnt it be nice that ur look will be better? everything seems smoother... of cuz of cuz.. not everything will base on look.. is how u can work things on.. ur capablites, ur effort, ur knowledge, skills.. watever is needed..
but everyhthing to start on with.. is always on e looks. and hence ppl go for plastic surgery.. no matter is to lipo, botex, breast implant.. blar blar..juz a way to make them feel confident.. look confident.. but always wonder abt it.. what if they married and give birth.. their child will be hmm..look rather different right >.<
juz something to ponder on...
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anyway morning went down to NUH again.. to let my sister sign e VTP slip.. screw the HR department.. haven pay me my $200.. make sure they pay me ah.... >.< $200 is alot hor... kaoz kaoz
then happen to see christ who went for his break.. so went and have a drink with him.. chit chatted here and there.... and omg.. he said he started to revise his bio..
omg.. omg.. omg.... !@!^&#^@!*(#$&@(*!&$*!#@ my bio book.. have been stagnent there.. i only remember the brain part.. all my gastro part gone case....
argh argh.... this sem... slacking? hai hao lah.. juz keep doing project project... been stresssing alot of stuffs recently.. think abt here and there.. my future.. my family... oh... lots of rubbish to think abt....
still got my individual and another grp projects to finish up.. still got friend say "isit i dun think u are bz/stress"
!@#%^&#%@!*&#^* do i have to lie abt what i have to do juz to avoid.. yes, i can go the extra mile to help along.. but.. sometimes it does matter to consider abt other feeling.. really piss by e sentence "isit.. i dun think so"
watever.. over le.. past le.. dun want to rank it up...
was happy tat the sun shone on me.. haha.. feel so happy... then now at home... luckily got breeze.. and the sun seems bright on.. tat means my operation running can resume finally after the raining.. >.< juz hope it continue to shine till evening....
gonna keep fit.. lots of fats start to pop out liao.. >.<
pray the sun will stay
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Thursday, March 03, 2005
12:00 PM
ahhhh nice sky nice weather~!
but no one to accompany me out today... so sianz...
thinking abt for 3 days have been staying at school to rush projects.. wow.. unbelievable.. finlly finished 2.
others are individual works...
ah..... wat to do at home... wat to do?!?
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
8:01 PM
sigh....
feel sigh.....
i wan my tau huey... i want my bro to come back & watch bleach together.. *sigh*
6:34 PM
243th post.. 6022 people read my blog since e day where i produced it out...
a diary abt my life. other lives. stories. songs. lyrics. pics. everything.. anything that i can relate out..
is not juz a diary of myself as the main character anymore.. it becomes a place where my friends gave me support and advices.. a place where i can give them wat i think and feel.. a place i can share my joy and sorrows to others...
a place where my friends noe a little more abt me..
a place where my emotion runs.. happy.sad.angry.depress.lonly.stress.screw up.tired. all sorts of emotions.. everything in these little online diary..
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