Wednesday, April 30, 2008
11:47 PM
leaving.
recently there's a number of ppl leaving the theater.... david left.. wah tze left today.. shu hui is leaving... who else?
sigh.. is always quite sad to see ppl leaving the theater esp when you are building the rapport and getting use to them...
there's when we have to adapt to the changes again..
im holding liver pager bench work and is freaking big in size. T_T old old de...
tmr Ph going to ikea with bro.. hurray~
Monday, April 28, 2008
10:08 PM
started reading Tuesday with morrie... and even is just half of the book read thru... there has been alot of thinking in the book... the book is abt an old man who's dying taking his process of dying as part of the learning journey for a young man that was once his student..
words that he said...
"Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing, but you are bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted"
"The culture we have does not make people feel food themselves. And you have to be strong enough to say if culture doesn't work, don't buy it."
"So many people walk around with a meaningless life. They seem half-asleep, even when they're busy doing things they think are important. This is because they're chasing the wrong things. The way you get meaning into your life is to devote yourself to loving others, devote yourself to your community around you, and devote yourself to creating something that gives you purpose and meaning."
"sometimes you cannot believe what you see, you have to believe what you feel. And if you are ever going to have other people trust you, you must feel that you can trust them, too-even when you're in the dark. Even when you're falling."
somehow even reading half of the book...memories of dad just pop up in my mind... esp the last few moments with us... is a heartbreakingly moment to think...
and there's quiet a number of plans holding for me... and i have to start adjusting my plans.... thinking thinking and thinking.
tmr oncall... and thx for lun for accompanying dinner today though last min spare tire hahah cuz val couldnt make it for the movie... but it was a fun one..at least i know next time if i were to get married i know who i can ask for for photography muhahahhaha :P
in-charge, adv dip, preceptor, projects, housekeeping etc. where to start how to start.
Sunday, April 27, 2008
11:11 AM
went to batam ytd with the OT khakis....
went to the shopping mall then to massage... i must say i feel very refreshing after that... but now super tired sia.. i think i may have bruises LOL~ didnt buy much items at batam... cuz i think nt really have enough time... 1 shopping mall 1 hr T_T then the last shopping mall only have 45mins.. lol.. and tat shopping mall is freaking big.. bah~~ cuz we all at massage hahahaha
had seafood lunch but the lunch ok lah.. reasonable.. but cant forget when xx see the crab serve... she say "too small le.. i duno how to eat" lol~ after eating roy's sri lanka 1.5kg per crab... she see this kind of small crab she duno how to eat.. lol.... so funny sia the comment... then roy commented... wah liew we are too spoiled liao :X hahahahahhahaha
after the massage, we still can go and have ba ku teh... nt bad nt bad... i think better than the seafood lunch lol...
but did buy a polo ralph tee there.. $40+ sing... nt bad lah...
overall batam... is a gd place to relax and walk around... but shopping wise.. i haven explore all... hahahahha...
oh yah... shirin's daughter that roy and i are brother and sister.. T_T hahahahhahaha now i have another extra "brother" around... lol....
back to sg.. had a simple dinner and back home.. super tired... yawnz... but had lots of laughters... hahaha..
had conversation with val on the way home.. gave me some thoughts to think about... anyway on call on tue soon.. and quite a number of ppl are asking me for my birthday present... i guess i will just tink thru it today hopefully muhahhahahaha
Saturday, April 19, 2008
11:30 AM
dear went to india fo 20 days... >.<
T_T
sigh.... nvm i shall plan different guys to meet everytime muhahahahah :X
ytd had crab festival with roy, "lousy wen", joan, val & xx at macperson bayshore.. hahahha eat untill full.. then talk talk talk.... had laughter all the while...
next trip~ BATAM wif them...
still can plan somemore wat racing la etc.. lol happening....
today shall slack and rot at home... so tired recently... >.<
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
11:21 PM
had a super gd call ytd... slept from 11-7am.. hahahah.. no extra income >.<
this week like bday season.... tmr celebrate kim bday.. sat celebrate sis joan then in the evening combine pear and kk's bday... hahahaha
recently at some time of night... will miss dad...
thinking of him...
everytime at the point of the last few day at home and the scene at hospital... my heart just ache. i have to tell myself to stop thinking.. otherwise i guess i will cry....
i believe dad is very gd in the world he's in now.. cuz i believe it so. :)
going to batam on the 26th apr with joan, xx, val, lili, ann :) hahahaha... hope it will be fun..~ wheee~~~~