Monday, July 31, 2006
8:41 PM
im back to neuro again... seems to have lots of changes.. but confirm now is here le.. cuz GS have too many new girls to teach hence.. if teach too many the information will get diluted and cannot be extensive/forcus teaching...today get to know the surgeons and staffs... friendly nice funny helpful.. :)
at the end of e day, sister Joanne called me and tell me that they will need to "push" me cuz neuro seems to be slow~ kind...... then she start telling me to learn all the instruments.. etc and borrowed me a surgical book to let me photocopy... just llike the normal med surg book thickness...
later still have to go down to my nearby book shop to collect the book & lots of papers.....
the intensity slowly builts up... praying for myself that im able to absorb all the informations that passed to me........
im tired. exhausted. down. intense on monday. -.-''''
gonna sleep early..... relax relax. breathe in n out......
anyway.. wishing happy birthday To Su, Shan & Belle :)
Sunday, July 30, 2006
10:04 PM
im feeling kinda low in mood cum lost now...mainly because i think friends are getting drifted more and more apart... by work.study.ns. etc... is kinda hard nt to think abt it... but it just really feel sad.. when during weekday or weekend u see ur msn list of friends are getting lessser and lesser and lesser... cuz most of them are still working or even too tired to come online......
kinda upset though.
then missing dear already.. he's going to outfield.. hp surrender -.-''' sob sob.. >.<
gtg and have some early rest... maybe read couple of notes before i go sleep... tmr will offically start my work le. bless me please. >.<
Saturday, July 29, 2006
11:48 PM
recently tired out from work.. so quite lazy to go update blog... nth much recently apart from all the teaching by sister and helping out.. and coming monday is going to my diciplined.. oh yah i change my disciplined from neuro to Gs...well.. heard from other sister that posted to gs is gd cuz u learn the basic first....
guess monday onward will be facing all the toughness..... but as what eunice said.. sets back in life are meant to make us STRONGER.
:)
update abt today...
today went back work and attend a workshop on the latest technique and insturments on ortho.. interesting topic and seeing all the different insturments etc...
then went and rush home have a quick bath then ran to the axs machine to collect the tickets then rush to board a bus to Jp and meeting dear..to pre-celebrate his birthday :)
then he so blur.. haha wore the army black spects come out..... :P
then went and watch THE LAKE HOUSE by Sandra Bullock & Keanu Reeves. :)
i admit i watch the movie partly because of keanu reeves... hahahaha... or MAINLY.. but... really this movie super recommended to watch it...... is a romantic show, touching scenes that will make u cry, funny dialogues... and the movie feel so "Real"... u really get to the emotions with the characters...
this is a movie adapted from the korean movie II Mare.... i didnt watch that... is about this 2 characters who lives 2 years apart and communicate thru a mailbox.. (how amazing it is) and romance sparkles.. etc..
Keanu-Alex is an architect from the past. 2004... and Sandra-Kat the doctor of 2006... started with a letter from kat to the next tenant that is living in the lake house to forward her mail to her.. however the mailbox deliver the mail to alex who lives in 2004. thinking weird and everything.. alex replied her... this how a mail from kat leads them to communicating with one another thru the mailbox.. standing in front of the mailbox with the notepad and pen.. and instant reply just like msn... hahaha......
soon enough.. they realise they fall in love with one another... and the only thing they have to know is that how do they have to meet with one another in the same timing.. though kat already met alex before... but couldnt seem to remeber about it.....
the movie not only revolve on the 2 main characters who partners again after the movie 'speed'... it also revolves on their family, bf... is not just them......
i remember 3 scenes that were so touching to me...
1) was alex's father pass away.. kat immediate went to the lake house and wrote notes to him telling him that is the only thing she can do in the future - by accompanying him "in different time zone" and also to gave him his father's memoria to him. (his father was making a book on 2004.. kat gave him the book and he could see it the first time...) and keanu crying scene.. oh gosh.. eyes almost wet.. haha...
2) was kat and alex arrange to meet on the day Valentine day.. however keanu didnt turn up.. and looking at sandra patiently waiting for him and till the end he didnt appear.. and telling him they shouldnt be together, kat not replying his mails...so sad.... my eyes again wet....
3) this time round i cried.. non stop.. it was at the end of the movie.... alex was in the year 2006.. and alex from the letter he knew sandra will be at a place.. and he immediatly went over... kat realise that the person whom she tried to save during an accident in her year 2006 and the person was dead - was alex... immediatly she went and drove to the lake house.. hoping alex will reply her mail... telling him not to go and find her... and..... in the end did alex died?? -secret-
go n catch the movie... nice movie... rating.. 7.5/10 :)
dear was laughing at me when im crying..... -_-''' evil hor~ and we got so shock that the person sat beside him a guy also cried... O.o see... the movie so touching that guy's cried too......
dont need to wait le.. go watch it bah ^^
next then went to his home cuz he need to change his spects also to try out the puma shirt i bought for him.. cuz the colour doesnt really match him... we go exchange.. haha....
then we went to citylink a new restraunt call "newyork newyork" hey the place is nice.. a very gd place for gathering.... and the cost quite reasonable also.......
try their bbq ribs.. nice :)
dear tried their pasta.. something mushroom with pork.. those who like heavy cream and cheese sure like tis.. cuz is creamy & cheesy...
tried their calamari..... er........ still fish & co better... theirs er.... very elastic hahahaha.... and quit big too... i prefer small small de...... hahah
the atmosphere not too bad :) just that because there's alot of ppl... queues are expected... food to be served is very long.... hhahaha....... but overall is a nice place to go :) and the menu.. there's lots LOTS of things to choose from.... :)
after that went to puma and change into another shirt... this time a black puma.. looks nice on dear :) and hopefully he likes it ^^
then went to esplandade to rest awhile before he sending me home........ missing him now.... >.<
gonna outfield soon..... almost a week no communication... duno how isit gonna be like..... but i know for sure that i will miss u lots.... and lots..... and also Happy Birthday to you.... ^^ *Muacks~~~~* *hugz*
Monday, July 24, 2006
9:48 PM
imagine u are sitting on a seat in a crowded bus.. then got tis tall guy facing his back against u.. and the butt level is at ur face level.... and the worst is.. when there's alot of ppl in the bus.... so normally ppl tend to swing their body fron and back right?nth wrong with it.... but it happens when ppl tend to start passing thru saying "excuse me" then tats the problem.. and the butt is like only 1 cm on ur face.....
=.= and it happen to me today.. the butt is so damn near.. i have to shift myself inside of the seat... otherwise i might kiss someone ass liao.. lol...
and now thinking of it.. wat if the person FART?? geeze..... pengzz....
then on mrt more worst... got a lucky spot of myself standing against the glass panel at the entrence/exit... also in crowded mrt station... and u noe.. some ppl are just so self-fish that they didnt want to go into the center of the car.. so all packed at the entrence/exit... so when i reach 1 of the station.. there are ppl alighting and more gan-jiong ppl start to shove themselves in... and tis auntie immediate shove herself in front of me.. and quickly go to the center of the car...... and that's when her hand outstrenct to hold the railing and it brushes against my breast!!
i'm like wth~ O.o immediatly just brush off her hand against mine........
i duno if she feels anything (i noe i dun have the size of those enormous cup size but is too size that on me can define as i have breast oki..) but to me.... i feel so disgusted....... ewwwwww..... lucky is a auntie..... if is a guy hor.... wah i sure...... -________-''' cuz u dont know does he meant it or is just a pure inciddent.........
then the following station i just simply put my arm across with my bag protecting.... u may think im over-reacting.. but hey... im protecting myself!!
and tmr.. im gonna go into the center of the car. no more standing against of the glass panel..
post updates on sunday. celebration of su's advance 20th bday at centrepoint pizza with jack,lun,ming :)
i must say.. dear's hair is nicer to touch and feel haha... cuz i went to touch lun's hair.. not nice de :X hahahah anyway the gathering is so funny when hearing lun and jack's stories on NS.. esp jack.. the joker...... lol... cant stop laughing lor.....
the poke poke 12times ++ hahaha.... to alot alot of crappy stories...
hope su likes the bag ^^ also.. thanks for the treat too :)
oh yah waiting for tmr pay!!!!! i wanna see how much how much how much~~~~~ hahahahaha.......
nitez guys. exhausted.
Saturday, July 22, 2006
11:35 PM
[this is the 2nd time i have retype this] ahhhhh blogspot eat away my entry./. :(updates :D
friday went for my foundation course... >.< one word-boring... the talk is abt different religion.. and how we should respect each other religion... different religion representatives present the religion.. those speaker who are more active.. more ppl will be alert.. while thsoe boring, monotone ppl... there are ALOT of ppl who slept... -.-'''
then went over to sengkang and meet dear with his latest hairstyle.. then took mrt to cwp and had our dinner at pizza hut... saw joanna and her friend there :) hahaha then first time saw dear in his new hair style... got lots of description... from brush to cushion to carpet to dog..... lol...... but watever it is..... IS VERY VERY NICE TO TOUCh...... lol...... Very soft hor....... hahahahah
then today we went to buy su's birthday present and we went to ramen-teh.. almost a year we never went and had the food..... last year went there to celebrate dear's bday...... hahaha...... then we went over to labradon park..the place is nice... windy and much more quieter then ECP.. :) of cuz must see who's introduce and who's the one beside me right : P
then we saw squrriels and monitor lizard... hahah :)
then because the place was once a fort... there are secrets tunnel in the park... we actually saw a tour guide guiding the ppl inside.. so we ask if we can join them..... and he said.. can then u pay later.. lol...... didnt realise have to pay... so we think how much is the fee.. then the guide ask us.. are we students.. then we "errr yah" :X
i think is a interesting day... dating while knowing history abt singapore....... and lastly still got aircon to watch show..... lol....... :D in the aircon room was cool ^^
then we paid $5.25 per person.. instead of the adult fee :X save much more money wor..... hahahahah......
then we went and find seat facing the sea and chit chat.. and thanks dear for his evilness on the "1 kg how much" and also laughing at my day dream of keanu reeves because i told him wat if keanu reeves were to ask me for a date..... (all right i know tis WILL NOT BE HAPPENING but dreaming mah........ :X) then u know what.. dear keep LAUGHING OUT LOUD!!! so bad...... evil evil evil!!!!!!!!
then we went to harbourfront and had our dinner at kopitiam... tried the ginger fried pork.. nice... :) i like the sauce...... ^^ then we wanted to had topless 5 in swensen but harbourfront dun have... so we went and buy ben n jerry small tub in cheers.... hahahaha......
then took bus back home :)
i feel like im like Anpanman or 面包超人 - mian bao chao ren... hahaha... Because my Cheek is Growing ROUNDER... LOL......sigh... so fast weekend gonna finish...... tmr gonna advance celebrate su's bday...... and dear gonna book in..... i will miss his hair.. his latest hairstyle ^^ my comfortable shoulder and our little privacy we had.. haha.. the accompanying by him....... gonna wait for him next week :) missing u even though we just met.. ") Do take care.oo..vit C, water parade~~~ haha.... take care wor.....
Thursday, July 20, 2006
9:50 PM
Something to make u guys smile.. cute hor.. :D
today very bored... >.<>.<
during break went with tina & e rest to fill up the forms for the union thing... then got a free trolley bag.. and no plastic ball provided for us.... -_-''' so have to carry along... then today ended early which i quite predicted.. so i bought along the cleo's letter... i've won myself the body shop cassis rose series. got the shower gel,body lotion and the Toilette... :D
then carry the bag to raffles place.. then go and collect stuffs.. lucky is in a small packet so can place in my bag otherwise i duno i got hands to hold... lol
anyway.. tmr gonna go to IMH... not becuz im gonna admit myself in... =.=''' but to attend another course in there....
gonna rest soon..... tired... >.<
finally you are out from the place and cant wait tmr to see u :D *muacks* misses u alot alot alot. happy to have my comfy shoulder back ^^
Monday, July 17, 2006
10:01 PM
guess has been quite something nv update...i have the post-bcls symptoms... my wrist hurts, my right side back ache... my arm aching.. lol... next time muz warm up before cpr :X
but wrist really hurts.. at least now still allright.. initally when bend it hurts.. haha.. thought fracture liao.. :X
recently quite stress bah.. cuz sister suddenly ask questions.... lucky still allright.. but think sister not happy on our performance and knowledge... sigh...
still adapting & adjusting to everything.. the ppl, the environment, the stress factors etc etc..
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today went under Au department and stay there for 1 day.. helped out with the Bp machines.. Cds etc... then initally s/n was kinda unfriendly... then she asked me why join OT.. told her because i like the environment, and im able to focus etc.. then she like keep throwing me question to think that Ward is better... because after all im freash grad and then i immediate go into specialist unit...... at one point of time i really start to think..did i really make a right choice to choose?
my faith starts to shake me. uncertainty. questions abt my existence in the right place?
then sister throw questions again.. sigh... then in the end she did ask me how am i doing.. told her im still trying to adjust to everything but is nt as bad as first week... then she did say.. if choose to come here.. because this is a specialist place.. coming here is self-determined. with the passion,interest...... things will be better.
self determinations.
i guess i just need some confirmation in some place in life. lol.. but nevertheless.. im still fine.. im strong.. staying strong.. cuz i know i chose this place that im gonna slave my life to.. lol... :X as wat sister said. "self-determination" and Shan-Cai's "杂草精神！！！" im un-beatable cockroach!! lol...........
jiayou jiayou jiayou!!!!
told a personality test....... i guess preety true abt it.....
所属水果：啤梨
性格：猶豫 ／ 自信不足
评价：自信心不足，不論做事或談情都處處顯得猶豫不決，既怕自己不夠好，也對對方沒有信心，最後令到對方望而卻步。在你眼中的愛情世界，天長地久是沒有可 能的，因為你會覺得這個世界中，每一個人，每一天都會改變，就算一刻兩人互相有愛火，那只不過是一瞬間的事，有許多環境因素或人為因素，都會令到雙方感情 告終；不過有機會遇上一個自己喜歡的人，啤梨那全心全意投入的表情，卻也是無人能及。
與啤梨拍拖秘訣：要令啤梨對伴侶充滿信心，相信時間是最好的方法，因為只有時間，才能證明到兩人的愛情是否經得起考驗，而耐性也是不可欠缺的。
till now i still believe in that...... maybe true lack of confidence.. hey~ ive my confident in dear.. is just that i think i dun have mine bah...just that i still believe some things will happen.... Expects the unexpected attitude... >.<>.<
oh.. im back to listen to my fav song... Five For Fighting - Superman
I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me
I'm more than a bird...I'm more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It's not easy to be me
Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see
It may sound absurd...but don't be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but won't you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
It's not easy to be me
Up, up and away...away from me
It's all right...you can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy...or anything...
I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
Men weren’t meant to ride
With clouds between their knees
I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
Inside of me
Inside me
Yeah, inside me
Inside of me
I'm only a man
In a funny red sheet
I'm only a man
Looking for a dream
I'm only a man
In a funny red sheet
And it's not easy, hmmm, hmmm, hmmm...
Its not easy to be me
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
10:55 PM
passed my bcls recertification..it was scary and frightening because i could not find the location and landmark well.. and all the nervous frightening make my "recoiling" appear and all the postition hay wire...... grateful n lucky tat brother gave me chances otherwise i'll have to re-take again......
phew.
anyway since finish up my bcls.. all mind focus on to my 3 mths induction 6 mths probation...
jiayou jiayou jiayou
sat gonna go down and see some meds book..... anything that useful for me...
waiting for 20th onwards.. missing the time where i can lie on to ur shoulder... and have someone to give me the comfort zone i wanted...
Monday, July 10, 2006
10:02 PM
today first day stepped into OT.when they tell us we will be posted under which discplined... im into neurology... and because not everyday got case for neuro... hence im into dental & general surgery...
well im quite disappointed.. because neuro is nt my first choice of the discplined i wanted.. i prefer ortho.. :) however.. neuro is definiatly interesting and challenging.... because is a very intensive n focus op.....
and somemore i have to like study more because i will be going for 3 different disciplined... >.< and as wat sister say "u will be the more stressful one"
pengz. hahaha........
well.... i was told that OT is very different from student life and being a Sn life... the level of stress will be alot... etc... i will have to face the challenge and i will definiatly face it :)
cuz i choose to be in this line and im glad that im in a place my interest lies.
^^
so jiayou jiayou jiayou... gonna study all my cranial nerves etc.....
and duno my luck go where.. i got the smllest locker.. haha.. im not unhappy but ... hey who doesnt wish to have a bigger locker to put stuffs dude..... LOl..... well.. nvm.. at least got place to put my stuffs hor....... :)
think +ve..
and as wat sister say.. if really ppl scold u because of the stress and everything.. dun take things too personally.. so... :D
gotta sleep soon. tmr 8-5pm.
jiayou jiayou jiayou
misses u alot that i thought tis week u will be out.. infact is next week.. hahaha..
Thursday, July 06, 2006
9:49 PM
im still adjusting the time to work.....today very tired... slept a while in the lecture hall.. -_-''' cannot tahan.... lol....
dear enlisted le... gonna miss him lots...no one to fetch me from work.. have dinner together... accompany me home.. lol..... :P
well... gonna start studying for my BCLS test....... recertification..... and now is 30:2 -_- this is scary.....
gonna rest soon... and tmr is FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
10:30 PM
started my job at the age of 20~~~~haha so far so gd... attending talks, taking tests, and today went to OT and say hihi :)
yup~ thanksfully i get into OT.. oh well... they say there might be changes and everything...i do hope there's no changes though >.<
working with bimal ^^ yeah he;s my collegue!! hahaha :) at least got someone im able to talk to.. got another 2 girls just join us too.. :)
so for now.. will be attending lectures.. etc... from 830am till 530pm.. >.<>.<
gonna rest soon... getting tired le... tmr got lecture somemore~~~ yawnz~
tmr dear will be enlisting... do take really really gd care of urself.. (i know i repeat that almost duno how many XXXXXXX times le... but still do really take care.. esp ur knee n ur cough...)... im gonna MISS YOU
alot.. tis is confirm... :) cuz im missing you now le... cuz im not able to have dinner with u or even have a chance to go out for now~.... and once u come out... i'll have lesser spiky hair to poke me... hahaha :P do rem to bring all urstuff :) really missing u..misses u.. love u lots. *hugz* *muacks* hey~ check ur mail ok? :) loving u always.
Sunday, July 02, 2006
11:17 PM
had durian today ^^ been some time never eat le.. hahaha...... dad bought durian before we went to uncle's wake...it wasnt the normal buddhism wake.. it was under the soka association.. so we do not need to use the joss sticks.. we simply bow to him..
sat around with my uncles and aunties... hear them talk while my bro and i chit chat... then *choy touchwood* lah.. but we talked about most of my unles aunties are getting old etc.. also our parents too.... we talked what IF things happen... where will they want to place?
who knows they prefer somewhere... is their wishes and everything.... everyone wish their wishes can be fulfilled.. so yah.. talked abt it... haha... maybe ppl tink is quite -ve or sadding for us to think of that.. but coming back to reality.. guess u have to face it.. parents are getting older... etc..
well.. tmr is my first day of work.. guess i better sleep early before i blur blur de... hahaha....
jiayou jiayou
*hugz, even things may not be going well for u... dun worry im always be by urside.. even in ur dreams wor :) "qi lai le.. ni hao zhong" heheheh :P*
Saturday, July 01, 2006
11:19 PM
just came back from sentosa... just a brief update..was on the way to meet the rest at JE.. saw the remains of motor bike and lorry accidents.. the bike was practically in no shape -.-''' then went and met the rest... hmmm... not alot of ppl though.. quite disappointed cuz those who agree to come never come... nvm... cant take a knife n threaten them to come..
so went to palawan beach... then comes "family beach" "sand not soft, very rough" though e weather is nice.. is just feel so screwed up.. normally we just place our bags, change and start to play games.. today all so nua~~~~ laze around...
then we start playing captains ball, volley ball, indian pokers, wacko, blind fold.. hahaha.... wacko n blind fold is e crazy one.. lol... geraldene keep lossing hahaha.... and soonho is all out to hit ppl -_-''' hao ke pa~ haah... was taken photos by e kodak sentosa ppl... then they really noe how to earn money.. take photos for u.. then u can go to the booth and see the photos... then if nice.. u will have to pay $15 for a piece of developed pics.. 6" X 8".. hahah but is really very nice... so yah..... we paid for it and ask gera to scan for us.... :) will upload soon..
then ate at koufu... finally a foodcourt there... had enough of sakae sushi and everything..... Lol........
received news that my uncle passed away.. it does feel sadness... afterall he's my uncle though we didnt really have much chat...guess he left this place peacefully.. :) guess either tmr or mon attending his wake with dad mum bro..
was feeling upsetting,worried,surprised, relief over some thing... im glad that you talked to me about it.. really.. i thought u might just keep quiet and dun tell me anything abt it.. no matter what happen, what runs in ur mind... do tell me.. share it with me.. dun think of making me worried, trouble or even giving me any additional stress/trouble or unnecessary thinking..... for i'll always be there for u when u need....i dont want u to keep things to urself.. for i know, e moody u is nt handsome.. :P the letter u have gave me.. thanks alot.. wo hen gan dong...tears almost drop... days maybe shorten for us to meet up.. but for me.. even we are meeting lesser..there's Hp to call.. even we might be communicating lesser..there's always Sms... even sms are lesser.. we have email.. and even everything fails.. u still have my heart to think of u, missing u. ")
loving u lots.. *muacks* *hugz*