Tuesday, June 30, 2009
10:08 PM
tis post is my rattling.uncertainty indoubt insecure. yes all these im having right now.
a woman's mind is a maze. we can tink and link plenty of things.
it irks me when you say "你要去想就去想“
in 1 way i may understand that you dun want to further explain and blacken the whole story. but in another way i may see it as u simply bo chap abt me at all, abt my feeling.
maybe my "bestfriend" is coming so i am so like moodswing. but whatever isit the comments that u and her may have it just doesnt seem so friend to me.
im not saying do not make friends with her and i noe she one of ur close friend.
it just makes me feel why cant u just sms me to say "i love you" or something like tat.
u are a wood. very wood. 木头。 真的木头。
maybe im thinking too much. i am really thinking too much. im tolerating it. but i know that there's bond to have a limit somewhere. dun make me go beyond that line.
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
10:15 PM
gotten back my results today. 8 months of efforts. was shown with that click. expected results? i dun think so. didnt expect a D to be for another module. overall gpa 2.7. a well average score. i am not a study person and so for me to pass the results should be ok.
but human ultimatly will feel disappointed once u hear friends around u getting dist. gpa > 3. natually will feel sigh.
did i do my best? i cant say entirely yes. but i did put in effort. if people wants to deem results as abilty to work then that's another question.
as wat my another friend say. i dun give a damn on gpa.
and for me well. just like a surgeon of mine says im just a technician. the studious one is nt me. and so i am.
:)