Thursday, March 30, 2006
11:27 PM
today feeling better ") duno why maybe is because.... weekend is coming!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha.. crazy le...then recently got body guard with me and today met couple of "cook" ppl.... saw meiyan.. saw my other friends lah.. and then he's friend... hahaha.....
so "qiao" this prove that singapore is so so so so smalL~~
drug calculation is still a killer to me.... and now my eyes are closing...*slap* *slap* at least finish up so that tmr go thru wouldnt die lol..........
*ah wooooooooooooo~*
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
9:22 PM
finally know who's my preceptor today... or maybe preceptors -_- got 2 preceptors to each of us.. today follow one of them.. quite scary.. but she's nice too... probably haven get to know each other well.. so sometimes see abit very scary.. >.<today.. information overload.. @_@ all the medications to learnt... the procedures... *sigh* am drowining le........
got to go and do more research cause realise i cant really focus well....... tmr afternoon shift.. 1230-830 pm... at least can go back home eariler and nite shift is not like my friend's `12 hrs but we do 9-7.... also no sat and sun working..
so... this weekend can go into m'sia with my family.... i think will be shag.. lol... cuz i still need to study for the test.......
sigh..... got lots of things to do and study.... very straining and taxing... but life's like tat... so + +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking +ve thinking
lots of +ve thinking have to fill in...... otherwise we will be unhappy "( so muz be happy... everything will work well....... ^^
guess have to stop here gonna go do calculations le and maybe rest eariler.... ")
*these few days will be a very very very very very short meeting. though time is short but am contented to see u around.... ")*
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
9:37 PM
as usual. tired lol..... but i think is better than yesterday... actually i feel like having 1 or 2 days just to sleep at home and rest thru out.. but i dun think can lah.. even if i could.. i think i will be like eh not enough not enough......well... human unable to be contented.. we are greedyyyy.. lol...
so as usual today got lecture.. but today's activites are much much more better than yesterday.. more participation and walking about.. Lol.. we aren't doing cats walk but have to move to our grouping place.. hahaha...
so like yesterday what i have said that there might be changes to my schedule.. not so sure yet.. cuz today went up to the ward and sister just told us about tmr schedule.. that is 8-4.. im not so sure about the rest... and i hope i dun work on sat and sun for this week because my dad already bought the tixs back to m'sia le.. and my brother is joining us after duno how many freaking years...
so... pray with all my might..
and i heard from tina that her night duty is 7-7.30am. omg... 12 hrs shift for 2 days.. allright i knoe we have to prepare ourself... but is kinda unfair right.. thur and fri 12 hrs shift and u burnt away ur sat and sun...
well life is never fair in the first place..
and to all my nurses friends we all know that even after u pass report they might be changes that u need to change... hohoho and i have seen staff nurses staying back de lor.. dun think got on time to leave de.. so u finish all your stuffs and.... by the time u go home.. maybe 8+ 9?? and at 7pm u have to start ur shift work...... Omg.. that's super taxing lor......
well.... just be prepare hor... expect the unexpected
argh just now got electic shock by the stupid switch lol..... abit numb.. but ok liao...... -.-'''
tmr my first day to step into the ward... i have seen some of the staff nurses and they seem preety approachable... cant wait to see who will be my preceptor.. the one that will guide me thru the 6 weeks...... ")
talk abt 6 weeks....... hehehehhehehehehehehe....... *grinz*
anyway gonna go and write some notes and read some skills and update my knowledge before tmr blur sotong... and also need to do some calculation on my IVM (intravenous medication)....
jiayou jiayou jiayou.... ^^
THIS IS SUPER EVIL FROM MY BROTHER... he brought ghost in the shell VCD back... geeze!~~~~~~ (in case u duno why im whinning so much...)
is that on my list i got lots of animes to watch... i haven even watch the naruto 177 and i still got big long gold and i got my mushishi... and ahhhhhhhhhhh......... O.o No time To watch lah!!!!!!!! and now got ghost in the shell!!!!!!!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhh.............. attachment just took my precious time away........
My precious~~~~~~~~~~~
*treasure.thanks.appreciate.wolf*
Monday, March 27, 2006
8:02 PM
1st day of attachment... Ooo im tired.. lol..... the whole day from 8-5pm stay in the lecture hall.... and the topics some were so dry that i almost fell asleep but in the end didnt... hahah almost almost......was looking forward to go to the ward.. have lots of +ve remarks in the ward im going... but when andy told us we will be having test on pharmacology and pass us a thick set of notes... oh dear... O.o haiz......... just when i thought u dun need to study/munch any more notes or books......
here comes a thick set of notes with all the medcines everything....... SIANZ.......
but had laughter during lunch break with tina.bimal.yaya.n rafina. hahahahaha..... lots of jokes... lol..... hohohohoho somethings are meant not to be shared :X
and when heard from andy that our schedule might be changing cuz is together with our preceptor.... that means.. sometimes sat and sun might work........ after our orientation for today went up to the ward and thought of looking at our schedule.. but in the end dont know where the sister has placed the schedule... so tmr have to go back and see.......
then when i see the baord i am so so so shock... got 16 ITE students... that means 8 per shift... wow that's alot.......
i thought will have some yr 1-2s in... but guess not.. never see them around......
yah... is a tiring day....... i want to go back to ward~ lol...... but hearing all the expectation and the checklist that have to perform....... argh...........
just take 1 step at a time.. *breathe in and out*
go and watch my big long gold for relief.. lol............
Sunday, March 26, 2006
10:22 PM
yawnz just came back from a long day with ben..... wah super tiring lor.. that guy hor..... -.-''' ask me to walk from super far macdonal to almost the another jetty........ O.ountill i wanna peng liao lor...... that guy bully me leh..... lol.....(anyone wanna chop him?? *grinz at Ah su*)
then the weather keep raining on and off we go in and out of shelter...then just walk walk over seat down chit chat..lol... practically zhuo bo there...relax my day..... ") before the final attachment start tmr...
then went over to bugis and walk walk and take neo-prints...omg... our face so BIG~~~~~ and i think ben grew FAt.. Lol fat... (-____________________-) hahahahah ppl with me around the face eventually will become FAT de..... lol...... Big Face..... lalallalalalalalalalalla
hahaha suppose we go to the temple and pray pray..... then go there... it close liao hahah juz a few mins after we reached..... too bad... hahah and i thought temple got open at nite de -_-'''
then suppose to go V8 and eat.... but then suddenly i feel like eating KFC afterall since i so freaking long never eat fast food... Lol.... like almost 2 weeks le...... hahahahaha.......sick and then exams -_-'''' hahahah finally got to eat fast food..... lOl............ >.<>.<>.< hahah hope got yandaos kia come in... :X be it patient, doctor or medical students... LOl....soo bad of me right..... muhahahahah sometimes hor u juz have to enjoy life mah~~~~~ Muhahahahahahahahahahha................. but most imptly everyone is friendly and helpful.. :D and 6 weeks quickly pass without any troubles... ^^
guess i'll just stop here.... gonna prepare my things for tmr.... and also read up some skills before i forget.... :) to my friends who are going thru the PRCP: jiayou, all the best, gd luck for the last hurdle we are facing with...... *jiayou jiayou jiayou!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*
Saturday, March 25, 2006
8:58 PM
basically im rotting now... awaiting for my bro and his gf to get out from his room... lol.. *quick* *quick* go and sent her home or go out and par tou..... Lol....cuz i want to continue my "big long gold" hahahah da chang jin from his com... wonder why i cant watch from my com because... my com juz simply dun allow me to watch... some system duno go haywire liao... so have to watch from my bro's room... so my com now is practically -_-'''
anyway.. so im rotting now... sigh....
awaiting for someone to online to tell me tmr where are we going ah~~~ lol... im basically nth to do lah.... ah su also not online.... aiyo... ppl i wanna talk all bz away.... sianz how come like tat de..... O.o sob sob.....
anyway upcoming monday is the start of the 6 weeks prcp where they will treat us like a staff nurse.. im preety confident yet worried in a same time for i scare sth bad will happen..... O.o hahahah i cant wait to do dressing.... lalallalala..... i just love how u make a wound clean and wrap it nicely...... Lol...... and i like the fact that surgical patients tend to recover faster :X not chronic de mah..... but i think sure will overflow medical over......
wohoooooooooo i hear door open from their room..... i think they are going out........ muhahahahahahahahaha...... ")
Friday, March 24, 2006
11:17 PM
allright...*drop one big stone from heart*
finally finished my paper... overall i dun think i will do well.. ( i noe someone is gonna say me le :X) but i think i did not put in my best.... and sucide move.. last 2 papers.. 10 marks gave away........ *sigh*
watever isit.... is over le.. i just hope i can pass can liao..... Lol...... so easily contented :X
anyway... today after paper went out with the 6 sister to pasta mania.. cuz do the last paper untill got craving for pasta... hahah srry mich... cuz she got craving for sushi but i want pasta :X hheheheehe....... then went there and had lunch chit chatted while we took our last neo-print together......
have to wait for my com to settle before i can scan the "yong yuan peng you" ") so guys have to wait allright???
tmr resting day for me.. sleep and sleep and be a PIG ^^ maybe tidy my room abit... afterall everytime during exam is like war zone... Lol...... and maybe start packing things for my prcp.... oh dear.. 6 weeks...... what i hope nth bad happen.......
ben just gave me this website to http://www.gamegold.co.kr/game.html?gamecode=clover
very cute game.. u guys should go and try.. i only manage to find 5 out of 7 -_- lol.....
i cant wait for sunday.. hohohohoho ^^
getting tired le.. think gonna go and become a sleeping pig...... lalalalalalal :)
*thanks fo e encouragement all these while..... and congrats for ur gpa ^^awaiting for sunday to arrive*
Monday, March 20, 2006
11:40 PM
hasnt been updating much...today took my first paper... overall did what i could... though at some point really feel like collasping cuz head really cannot concentrate much.. but still bear it thru.... then went with ben and had lunch at lot 1 before i went and take my blood test again......
was feeling better than last week le.. much much better..... juz tat till now sometimes i juz cant concentrate much and my appetite is very very limited still..... increasing but not alot.....
and finally my platelet increase just a bit.. 123 ") well better than nth.. isit becuz lunch time i drank 1/4 of watermelon juice? haha heard from xueying watermelon juice can increase platlet... so he went and bought for me..... lol...... but is either my tastebub gone or the juice is tasteless -_-''''
anyway... had another blood test for wed... make sure my platelet doesnt drop.... and if is increasing.... thats good i dun need to get Poke again le :) horray!!
well gonna start to mug again...... just watched finish my desperate housewives..... :) jiayou jiayou..... it will be tough for this week for i have no prepared everything..... but i believe putting etra effort and everything will just make me pass thru this ordeal...
jiayou jiayou jiayou
*nitemare of watermelon -_-'''*
Saturday, March 18, 2006
12:54 PM
allright allow me to vent my anger..seriously i duno what happen tis month sia....
first. today went and take another blood test.. result 119.. drop from 133 to 119... -_-''' doc say well is nt less than 80 that means not tat danggerous yet...
given me 2 options.. either i tmr (sunday) go to A&E and do blood test and everything.. if not wait till monday and go and do blood test......
sigh... i was thinking if i monday still surviving.. i will go after my paper.. my paper start at 10-12... so i cant rush myself to take the blood test and go and take exam.......
then juz now fell down at home and hit against the door........ and had cut on my upper lip....... my bro thought i dropped my tooth =.= but was quite scary lah.. bleeding -_-''' sianz......... then he also very stress......... his gf's brother had appendixcetomy but leave with complication hear from him is like got peritonitis..
sigh.......
i haven even start my other modules.. i duno wat to do........ i dun want to retain for another freak 1/2 sem........ geeze..........
*pray *pray*
Friday, March 17, 2006
8:21 PM
morning went and see the doctor again.. due to fever nv subside. went and take blood test.. and my platelet is relativly low. 133 normal is 160.doc say suspected dengue.
tmr morning have to go and take blood test again. if my platelet drop again... then have to sent to hospitalisation le.
sigh.
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
8:57 PM
feeling extremly light headed... cant concentrate on e notes....cant even talk now.. cuz the throat is so inflammed even i swallow my own saliver also pain.. SIGH.............
I dont want these things to happen to me..
and i hate eating and swallowing the pills..... the taste juz makes me feel like vomitting... i hope by friday fever will susbside.. if not going back to take blood test.....
SIGH
please.. juz let me take the paper smoothly............
11:39 AM
by the time u guys see tis blog... i probably will be asleep... juz came back from polyclinic... had my drowsiness medcine.
got inflammed throat, everywhere muscle ache, running nose, and a running fever of 38.3 degree -.-'''
im so xin ku now...when the doctor tell me to rest... i just simply cry..
1) because i feel so terrible
2) the moment i think of my FINAL exam next week... i cant stop crying...................
i now is abit "over" but... why now -.-'''
im gonna be water tank for now.. drink plenty of water.. -.-''' initally thought of buying vit c pills.. then tat promoter keep promoting its own brand of vit c.. somemore so expensive. -_0 i juz want a cheap cheap simple kind...........
then keep looking at me what kind of vit c brands im finding..... argh annoyed..
so in the end didnt buy.. ask my bro to help me....
resting le.. tata.
Monday, March 13, 2006
6:57 PM
good and bad news.. which 1 first? allright start with the bad de..im running fever.. Temp: ? haven go check... cuz just bathe... i guess was in the library in the morning studying for my behavior modification then i think my immune system goes down.. then very very very cold... was shivering and the feeling of arms & legs go numb.. cuz too cold liao.. then tahan for awhile then realise cannot le.. is like u feel ur whole body consume by coldness -_-''' gonna freeze to death.. the next moment u will see those ice pieces on my face.. Lol.. imaginative sia...
so walked out from the library very very slow.. cuz is so numb that i cant even walk quickly.. then reached mac and ordered hot coffee... then drink drink.. defroze for awhile.. then write some notes.. then hungry go order macchicken since that Food junction not open and north canteen is so far im so lazy to walk... so juz sit there and eat and.. realise im feeling hot.. feverish feeling... and the next moment.. my head goes abit blank and heavy... and muscle ache.. sian lor.. fever always like tat... then walked over to buy panadol.. then eat.. then continue.. ok lah.. though still numb here and there... then keep drinking water and keep visiting the ladies... my bladder so small~~ LOL.. and i walk like ah ma like tat... so slow.. visit so many times.. Lol.. then write notes and study again till i cannot take it with the muscle ache decide to go home.... so dead feeling and practically tat bo chap feeling... so scare i walk walk and faint.. @_@ choy choy choy...
ask me how am i now.. still drinking plenty of water with legs numb onli.. arms are allright.. tats why still can type... hopefully tmr gets better.. cuz tmr is an impt day for me... ")
so talk abt gd news... NUH POSTING is OUT!!!!!! Muhahahahahahahhaahaaa and guess wat... im posted into Ortho Surgical.. muhahahah so happy!!! is my dream diclipined.. but the ward is different........ so hor... yah..i heard the ward is air con 4 beded... then the sister not bad juz strict.. then.. hopefully i pray pray nth goes wrong ") oh yah same ward with sandy juz tat different shift.. sometimes the same... geeze and guess wat.. i got 2 days nite shift duty!!! 9-7am.. hohohohohohohohoho............
just pop 2 panadols... @_@ hopefully will subside..... tmr still got revision i want to go sia... so blur abt the topic...
sian 1/2~~~~~
*thanks alot...appreciate alot.*
Friday, March 10, 2006
10:05 PM
today is the last day in school... did a photo frame with the class.. and hopefully they like it ")becuz is the last day.. we had alot of photo sesssions.. with classmates..lecturers...
3 years.. i think times flies very very fast.. from a girl who actually joined nursing mainly the fact that my results are not gd but with family support...but what surprise me is that... im enjoying nursing.. i like all the hands on.. the skils but i hate the bios -.- i hate all theories things.. which i have to force myself and swallow....
i still dont like the fact that paper works are taking alot of nursing time.. and talking abt taking care of holistically... the moment we talk to patient is just about.. assessment careplan documentation and discharge.. i want to have more patient incontact.. and basically paper work.. -_-'''
3 years in group 23.. met with all walks of people.. different ppl different thinking.. and becuz my course most of them are older than me... get to know what are their views and thoughts...
yr 1.. got to know huiping, rohani and nabilah first.. then 4 of us will go to south canteen cuz nabilah wanted to see indian guys.. thinking that they are handsome... and having some jokes around... then duno when.. changes occus to the group where by i started to join in with the sisters gang now... eve, ying, angel, fun, mich and ping. the 7 of us and happen to be chinese girls will always gather to eat and everything.... taking neo-prints are like so frequent... lol... which practically ALOT...
there are times when the group qurrel and argued.. misunderstandings, misjudgements... projects stress... everything stress... but i believe the wonderful memories that everyone has will be able to overlap these faults.. ")
i will definitly miss the days i had in nyp.. be it the cockroach in LT K2, the Haunted Lab, the smell of the cadavas room, all the speciments in the lab... the brain, hand, legs... etc... the models, the automatic sensor light in the toilet that actually freak me out once when i thought is was being "spooky", the beautiful fountain, the north canteen - prawn noodle.. cheap mixed rice.. vending machine, photocopy auntie... My round table in macdonal where all the gossip will juz automatically start, the splash & decker where 4 hrs of lecture striagh and no time to eat will have to rush there buy bread and come back... the lecture room of mixed smell.. where ppl bring macdonal full meal inside.. and also TUNA the strongest smell, several lect.. that catch us on the clothing we wear.. no landyeard.. no slipers.. all try to play hide and seek around... the anxiety in everytime bio pract and clinical test... not to forget BCLS.. have to use all my might to pump and breath in... not to forget the days where every sem theres somehow a tradition that someone will always faint. no doubt no fail. the library where everyone will book place and all the gossip also will start there.. though is call library but use under a name of discussion room.. to discuss abt the gossip... books are always Chop up very fast in SHS side.. even sometimes u reserved.. also no use cuz by the time the person return.. it might just be the time ur presentation starts... the small com lab no doubt is the fastest.. but also percentage of being kicked out by other SHS course : RG, PT, OT... our trusty lift that brings me up to level 6 and lazy to climb stairs.. tats why i got my xiao pang that grows bigger and bigger... rem the time in gym there.. always have to practice the dance...$$ is always issue in our class... lol... food junction peak hr from 11am-1pm.. where finding place feels like punching the fire alarm or shout "FIRE" just to let ppl stand up from their seat... also our examination hall... the quiet time when u can actually hear ppl pen's writing...
theres actually alot more to say.....but my eyes are closing in 1 straigh line...... i can say that i do not regret in choosing this course for i know that im proud to be a nurse. and also i always believe in we are the batch of people that experience more things than other courses... tis is what i believe in...i learn alot from pschology.. dealing with death, cousenling.. i think i have experience in these 3 years things that able me to grow and be appreciative in what i am.. what others are... maybe i have not changed to others.. but somehow tis 3 years nursing is teaching me not just facts but as a person fully.
i will definitly miss all my friends in nyp.. of cuz esp my group 23 mates... even though im not close to everyone.. but the memories i had will keep with me.. ") thanks for being around.. and appreicate for u guys to being me joy laugher sorrow anger.. lOl........... but what i wanna say... is that we will be having our last examination...lets all jiayou.. DO YOUR BEST!!!!
*jiayou and all the best*
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
6:29 PM
hasnt been updating much.... shall update as what i could remember....wooohoooo for community health nursing project the team has A ") lalalalallaa is an A~~~~~ *Run about..~~*
hahaha... so happy ")
then i think for management i think B+.. not so sure.. tmr ms bella is gonna tell us the grade ")
i have 1 more to go which is the psychology... hopefully... just do it nicely...
i cant wait for tmr also... gonna be comfotable around "X
hmmm. then tue went bugis with ben, kk and joe to buy some stuffs... then chatted along... then all gonna be botak soon... :X
to kk: yes there are changes among the group...and i do hope that we can still go out and enjoy just like the past.... dun need to be so ke qi or anything... becuz i think is only the status that change.. not as if we have changed... becuz it jus irk me tat u have so damn ke qi with us around... and i seriously dun want... cuz i noe sooner or later the group gonna split again... once more... and is upset to see it to happen after been buddies for so so so long.
so gonna enjoy my last few days in school.. cuz is the last week of school afterall.. >.<
having some trouble doing some stuffs... beucz im not creative O.o argh argh.. but hopefuly they like what i did ")
*wolf wolf.*
Saturday, March 04, 2006
11:47 PM
came back from bbq not long ago......super duber tired >.<>.< but in the end got ppl help out some....... very grateful that ms gwen and mr bernade got come and join us for the bbq...
very thankful.....
hahah had fun laughing at the forfit of the game... "hi, my name is xxxx" Lol...... cute.... is our last gathering bah i guess.... sigh.. so fast 3 years fly...... >.<
then ate too fast and alot.. then my stomach distended..then wanted to vomit ... u noe those sickish pukish feeling. @_@
i realise.. there are alot alot of stars at ECP at night.. very preety and beautiful... ") how i wish if i could stay out nite and watch the star... but is not as much as sec 3 camp at the lim chu kang's camp there... that area is filled with stars.. very very beautiful.. totally engross in the night sky...
how i wish everythime when im down or angry or anything unpleasent... i can come here.. facing the sea and feeling the breeze... but thinking of the journey is so so so far~~~~ XD i think by the time my mood sure stablise le... "P
anyway update abt today....
today practically stay home and relax... recently been not having much sleep latley... duno why too...
hahah but today fully rechardge... ") so happy.. and satisfy... maybe sooner or later will deplete again.. lol...
gonna start writing notes on my upcoming papers......
20th 22nd and 24th... then 27th starting of my 6 weeks PRCP.
jiayou to all my graduating friends. ")
*u are missing...some how. some where.*
Friday, March 03, 2006
7:26 AM
always expect the unexpected... and here i am.. woke up not long ago and saw a terrible horrible vegetable sms from nie "lian!juz found out!! its nt @ amk! Hotspot is @ EUNOS!!!omg."my reaction...... O.o O.o O.o O.o O.O O.O O.O O . O
sigh...why we didnt double confirm the hot spot area then we juz jump into conclusion... and see how terrible the situation we are now.... afterall the meeting and typing and realise is at eunos not amk.. everything will have to change i guess...
thought today we could just meet up and place everything nicely in powerpoint... but comes tis changes... i think we have to either redo again or see what we can do to undo the situation we can........
*pray* *pray* hope everything will go smoothly..........
my eyes are now in one thin line sia -.-... later sure zzzzzzzz in mrt... hahaha...
Thursday, March 02, 2006
12:02 AM
wed wed wed....went to sch do project was laughing crazily at ira's work... lol... due to the fact we are doing transextual... and she in a very creative way she decide to use our pic and place our head onto those super hot guy model pic....
and we keep laughing while we select our "body"... hmm maybe not mine.. why the rest got to choose but not mine!!!! sad...
yah was laughing and laughing and laughing... at my "body" which turns out the breasts looks bigger than mine.... LOL........
@_@ isit an insult to me?? hahahah watever.. i rather think is a joke......
but joke aside... at some point was kinda errr nt quite please lah.. cuz is like i believe that tis kind of thing can place it one side first.. and then spent almost the whole time doing that... i dun think is meaningful....
while the rest of the time we are discussing.. abit no grp work... then is like half-half like tat... @_@
am i expecting too much? i hope not.. >.<
anyway... juz some thoughts of the day running thru me.... simply i cant stand super ultimate possessive guy and their insecurity and their ultimate sensitivity......
what's wrong with u when u dun even ur girl to talk to her friend? what's even wrong that strangers eg: surveyers requesting ur girl to do a survey -_-'''
if u are afraid that she will juz practically run off with any men that approach her.. geeze.. no comment.. speechless.. @_@ and if really u are thinking of that.. then she might juz have been gone already.. wats the purpose of her staying thru thick and thin with u... heartless men..
maybe i have to think of their shoe.. provided the size of the shoe isn't too big for me.... (allright..tat's sidetrack) ...
insecure becuz she's too preety? becuz u think u dun match her? becuz low self esteem? i believe that if she wanted to be with u becuz she really likes u.. then u really have to TRUST her..
i always tell myself that in relationship..trust is very impt.. no matter what u cant let that fall... cuz once it falls everything will starts to break up...suspecious...insensitivity....unreasonable... all sorts of @#!@# will come out...
jealousy.. ok lah.. is common to be jealous over something or ppl.... we all jealous/envy everytime.. jealous.. why ppl got higher marks.. why ppl are preetier?why ppl are taller than us? why ppl got so sweet gf/bf? why ppl got this why ppl got that... however i think when one jealous too much over certain stuff....and the relationship starts to fall.. tats not a very gd one... there's always a fine line in maintaning and destroying...
too much over.. juz fine is preety allright..... but how do u noe how much is how much? i think have to slowly check it out by oneself bah....
but at least im grateful and appreciate for what ive now....
yippee~! tmr gonna go shopping with my girls... hahah.. juz a short break... tis week3 days have been in sch.. friday also have to go to sch... time to have some break.......
cant wait for sat bbq ^^
*sheep & wolf & AOL*