La Musique

Tuesday, October 31, 2006
8:26 PM

forgotten to reupdate my global chinese music award after since blogger "eat" my entry away..

so.. sat morning went for a presentation by O&G discplined... then till quite late... then went to bugis with kim & Xx.. shopping around... had an enjoyable time with them.... then after that direct to singapore indoor stadium for the concert..

cuz my bro got extra ticks from his friend hence pass to me and go together with XX.. and we are super duber near the stars...... -_-'''' so so so so near..

5 rows away nia...

then saw SHE, Andy, Stef...

ok la e award... singers go there got prize lor. -_-''' as usual.. but i dun really like guo mei mei sing tat "numa numa" in chinese.. tat kill e cockroach song -_- also her thank you speech -_- i really -______-''' i think a speech should be precise and short.. not draggy long and cmi de....

anyway... ended at 12am.. took a cab back home... tired yawnz........

sunday went out with dear dear... went to his house and rot for awhile before we go for lunch at westmall de chinese crusine restraunt... next to swensen... recommended u guys to go and try the xiao long bao~~ hahaah.... nice nice...

the food is reasonable pricing.. and their Tea is damn cheap. $1 per pot lor -_-'''

nice~~~

Sunday, October 29, 2006
8:33 PM

eee -__-''' just now posted de all gone -.-'''

*testing* *testing*

Tuesday, October 24, 2006
8:23 PM

yesterday.. i off work at 330!!! hahahah so happy!!!!! hahahahahaha...... then went walk walk with dear dear....... hahahahah..........

today met dear for lunchy... prata feast! ate paper prata.. then "mu-ta-bak" then egg pratats... eat till i abit sianz..... lol...... then dear have to help me finish!! hahahaha jiayou!!

then... walk walk around..... then take bus home..... awwwww..... so fast... tue le... booking in le... even though 4 days we have been meeting each other..... so short... >.<

somehow rather... missing him... >.<

nvm!! sat is coming! hahahaha........


*must watch wat we ate next time :X* hee

Sunday, October 22, 2006
10:38 PM

ytd went out with ben to buy present for daddy.. also bring him to house for the 1st time.. hahaha.. guess he almost had heart attack..... :P

then went out to eat as a family together with kor's gf... hahaha...... he so quiet.... :P

ahhhhh today went out buy newspaper then bought le.. then my slipper the side broke off.. wah liew...... -_- then i drag and slide it to the bus stop and wait for the bus to come... then board the bus while i "Kia" the broken part under my sole.... then slowly lift up and board the bus.. then slowly alight.... then slide and drag the slipper to the lift... then at my house level.. i barefoot walk home hahahaha........

paiseh lor.............

then today went out with the rest n dear to watch death note...

hmmm.. how to say... story did change a little... such as light got gf... but i think all these try to fasten up the pace...

then 1st 夜神月 doesnt really looks like the comic de... -_-''' look so fat fat de... no of that justice +evil look....

L looks similar.. if get more silmer then will look 100% le... the way he pick up phone.. eat sweet stuffs... hahaha..... cute.......

the death god..... omg..... i think looks ugly.. i prefer e comic de... looks cuter :) hehehehe.....

anyway story is abt tis death god dropped a death note (aka a note book) which u wrote a name on it and the person will die. (provided u are thinking abt the person and face when writting it) then the person will die.

so Light got hold the book and start writting down criminal names and etc... and L is a very clever but weird detactive... so the challege of its other to wit to kill and to expose one another.... in case haven watch...

there will be part 2 for the movie.... also.. recommend to read the comic is better.. though is wordy but i think is a very nice comic :)

also misa misa is cute and looks similar like the comic de.. no wonder friends have watch tat even my bro say misa misa very cute.. even dear watched le also says tat.... hahahaha......

---------------------------- side track---------

just wanna say.....

is allright to be hurtful. is allright to feel hurtful. is allright to cry. is allright to throw ur temper awhile.

BUT

is not allright if these keep persisiting till friends around u are tired and metally strain by all the DEPENDENT attention u wanted.

is nt as if u are the only thing that exisit in everyone's life. is not going to happen that u are on their mind 24-hr. (i dun believe those.. i'm missing u 24 hr per day thing.. even im not missing dear 24 hr... -.-''' of cuz i miss him lah... but not to the extend of 24 hrs.. everymin is thinking of him.. tat's horrify lor)

anyway.. i understand u need the attention, the support, the understanding from the friends around. but i believe this cannot be self-fish to think of tis is suppose to be like. nt everything is li shuo dang rang.

there are ppl that wanna help u.. but u cant stick to them always. have to start to learnt really how to LET GO. face the REALITY. and to MOVE On. as wat most of the ppl say.. the time wouldnt stop just for u. the earth wouldnt stop moving just becuase u are hurt.

i may be bzing talking talking here.... but guess u wouldt read my blog.. maybe somehow or rather u stepped on to here.... watever it is...... get a life.. a real life.

cuz i cant stand when the issue start to drag ur dear friend's social life and their life going to be ur life.. going to follow one's pace and step... they have their own life. they need their personal space & Life. to get respected. one's have to gain it's respect.

---------side track over-------



hahah just some rattle in my mind..... anyway..... start of a new week soon!!!!! :) jiayou jiayou jiayou!!!

TUE OFF!! hahahahahaha...........

oh yah.... thanks dear accompany me to buy a new slipper :) love u muacks!!!

nitez all.... :)

Thursday, October 19, 2006
10:10 PM

yesterday rigt foot got rammed by trolley & got stepped by some passenger in the bus... and got mumbled by an auntie who thinks i do not want to move into the inner of the bus... (which i wanted to.. and was telling the other young teenagers who presuming think that the back of the bus got some spiritual etc.. stuck their feet near the exit.. sigh.) and the auntie "ai yah aiyah.. let me go in lah... dunw ant to move in then let me go in"..

wah. auntie ah!! not i dun want to go in... -________-''' sianz lor..

then.. my phone today SPOILT


super upset.. sianz.... duno why spoilt... it just hang there... -_- cant even proceed anymore..... sadded sadded sadded.

Tuesday, October 17, 2006
8:41 PM

sudden craving for kbox. lol~

had a stressful but fun & crazy day~ hahaha.. lots of nonsense... though a moment of stress.. but all the laughter & fun brushes them away :)

Monday, October 16, 2006
9:03 PM

today encounter my 1st life & death.

took up a delivery today.. cute little baby.. my first case..

yet

after the case.. went over and help my collegue and experience a death.

sigh.

mixed feeling i guess... and tats make me realise the place im working.. a place where newborn deliver and yet there might a chance of death occuring.

it does make me feel sadden when i know the pt is not able to make it. though im not sure abt everything cuz i went in at the end.. but no matter wat..facing death.. i guess no one likes tat.. the feeling... definitly not nice. but guess that's what my job faces... and i hope i dun want to face it often. the least the better. better nth. :)

but life comes and goes.. just as wat su write in her blog. live ur life happily, meaningfully, cherish it..


"WHAT WILL YOU DO IF YOUR LIFE STILL LEFT IN A DAY?"

what will i do.. 1 day.. go out with my closes friends, dinner with my family.. have quiet time with my love one... last 1-2 hrs have a quiet time for myself to think thru life.. write some stuffs down... last half-an-hr have my family & love one & close friends be with me. guess that's it bah.....

some ppl say.. having a wake reflects that u live once.

oh well... all the death stuff making me abit glommy.....

anyway..... ADVANCE HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SUSHI! :) Happy Bday Old man.

Saturday, October 14, 2006
11:41 PM

came back from keith's bday... saw some familar faces... chatted with 1 or 2.. cuz the rest not really know them well....

had a tiny sip of beer.. which still the same.. taste very horrible.. lol...

dear and i feelign tired.. lol....

but neverthless... happy 8th moniversarry... :)

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Tuesday, October 10, 2006
9:30 PM

hmm sth to ponder..

what will be ur decision if ur love one is very very ill + old age. will u sent for op? or will u just let her/him go?

is quite hard right?

if to sent for op - risk of post op complication (infection etc)

nt to sent.. feel terrible bad.

to sent means more hospitalisation = more $$

nt to sent.. ppl say u are nt a gd son/daughter. heartless.

what will ur decision be?




saw a email... just wanna share

INSPIRING MOMENTS

Our Sense of Identity
By Zelig Pliskin

Your identity has a tremendous influence on your behavior. What we do readily or refuse to do is strongly connected with how we identify who we are. We tend to say, "I’ll do that. That’s who I am." Or, "I would never think of doing that. I’m not that kind of person." This pattern can work for us or against us depending on the nature of our subjective identity.

There was a famous study designed to illustrate the power of our sense of identity.

"Can we place this large billboard with the words: DRIVE CAREFULLY on your front lawn?" a number of homeowners were asked. Unknown to them the question was posed by a student working on a research project.

Understandably, most people answered, "No." They didn’t want unsightly signs on their expensive front lawns.

This same request was then posed in two steps. The house owners were asked, "Are you for safe driving?" Everyone replied, "Of course, yes."

"Then would you please sign this petition for safe driving." Most agreed to sign.

Several weeks later those who signed were approached again. "You signed a declaration that you are for safe driving. Are you still for safe driving today?"

"Yes. I haven’t changed my mind," was the unanimous response.

"Since you are a person who cares about safe driving, could you please allow us to place this billboard with a DRIVE CAREFULLY message on your front lawn?"

Most agreed. Why?
Because once they identified themselves as individuals who cared about safe driving, they acted consistently with their new identity. Previously even if they agreed, they might have done so reluctantly. Now that they were acting in a way consistent with their identity as being concerned about safe driving, they felt good about doing their part to help save lives. This principle applies to all areas.




*having dripping nose..* -.-''''

btw happy 26th birthday to my old bro.. Lol..

Sunday, October 08, 2006
8:29 PM

went out with dear today.. finding pressie for keith.. then bro also went out together the same time to fetch his gf home..

then took the same bus with ben and me.. hahaha.. then he kept grinning all over.. lol... bth him... *box*

went to fareast to ate chicken rice.. saw lots of paper cuttings, news abt it.. then ate le.. find it .. i like the rice there.. hahah soft soft de :)

then went over walk walk and then go and eat somemore at delifrance -.-''' hahaha.. tis guy hor.. motive is to make me grow fat lah...... (-_______________-'''')

after that manage to get keith's present.. hopefully he likes it.. dear and i think very nice.. :)

after that went over to sls to see the multi purpose printer for bro's pressie.. but in the end.. cant find e model... so give up... then took 190 home... all the way sleeping~~~ hahahha.. we both are pigs... anyway is because weather hot and also walk quite a distance.. so kinda tired too....

then while we at sls... we went over to the temple and pray.. and everytime when i go bugis.. im always O.o cuz i find the place very interesting.. like.. today.. i actually see a transvestite
singing song..... is nt a young man lor... is an old man... -_-.. stunt....



















then while we were finding a card for keith.. pressie.. one stranger came and ask us.. was tis a dog or wat animal was it....
hmmmmm..... does it look like a dog? -.-''' err.. different ppl different perception.... so... >.<

ended the day with a very full stomach.. and a sleepy yet comfortable day :)

awaiting for next week to arrive :)

Saturday, October 07, 2006
8:43 PM

it suddenly make me realise.. i muz die die go start stay fit.. and a MUST. even though ive said so many freak times le.. but >.< but i wanna make sure!!

next, i need to jiayou in my work. somehow i feel im much more slacking recently.. NO NO No.. i muz be gd!!

today.. go return comics.. then borrow commics.. haha... routine routine....

lots of things i wanna do...

eg: get a saving plan
get insurance
go aerobics
clear up my notes
go swim but no swim suit -.-''''
& more!!!

lots of things..



recently mum's leg been aching.. painful for her to walk around... doesnt go well with all the painkiller and everything... sigh........

hope everything goes well.....

my 3 mths is coming up....

Monday, October 02, 2006
8:30 PM

start to get worried over certain stuff -.-
hopefully history doesnt come alive once again.
and i pray for the SDH patient to stablise e condition though he might nt be able to live till today.. i'll just hope things will get well for him.

Sunday, October 01, 2006
9:39 PM

oh another week past.. haha another update..

thurs was my off day... actually they just brought forward my PH.. so i guess my holiday have to work? have no idea though.... -__-'''

so went over and have lunch with su at ikea... been a long time nv go there le.. so went there had fried chicken rice at the cafe.. while we chatted lots of things... hahah damn funny... under the table and the walking so strangely.. lol... *girls talk*

and so weird that before we left.. this lady went towards us and said "do u guys read and write mandrine" something like tat.. -__-''' then she pass us some pamphlets on Christianity.. so kinda weird bah... and then we saw bryan wong at there too...

so went to shop around.. bought some boxes for my comics and my bags... then bought a mug for my workplace to drink instead of my plastic cup.. -.-''' then.. su bought me a blue cutterfish... -__-''' she say looks like me.. lol... thenbought her a green big cushion for her :)

after that.. went home...

friday went out for a farwell dinner with my colleagues.. one of them is leaving to become a lect at np.. sadded.. so many senior staffs are leaving.. and even one of them are leaving sometiem sooner.....

>.<

overheard a conversation when my colleague with another friend of hers.... thoughts running thru my mind... but as wat dear say.. just observe things first bah... yahx... anyway im still new... lots of things to learn.. everyday a learning experience :)

sat met dear to go out... :) had lunch, return comics & of cuz relaxing ourself :) wonderful day with him... ended the day with eating beancurb with geraldene... cuz she work at lot1 watson mah... :) chatted with her before we go back... dear muz be tired also... hasnt been sleeping well....

today... stayed home.. relax... do sth to my com again... now changing to my bro's cpu.. so.. cant play game now.. lol...... then relax.. read comics... hahaha....... sunday the day i rot and relax myself.. :)

gotta sleep early.. tmr start a brand new day.. have to complete my competency checklist liao.. otherwise nag by sister they all O.o

jiayou jiayou jiayou..

oh.. today is children's day :) happy children's day to all... we're all young at heart ^^