Saturday, November 25, 2006
10:09 PM
another week gone.. and.. 1 mth to christmas!! my fav season :)xchange gift.. prepare gift.. hehehehe... i love the mood.. ")
dear told me he's friend say i look like 16 -_-''' hahahaha.... i'm always 16.. lol
today went out return and borrow comics.. hahah happy happy... reading new comics.. haha.. *grinz*
tml going to sentosa hopefully weather is gd... lol.... >.< long time nv absorb sun le.. hahaha..
Sunday, November 19, 2006
10:01 PM
hahah.. hasnt been updating... got complain by someone >.<*brush out the spider web*
actually.. kinda lazy recently to update.. hahaa... recently nth much to update... ytd dear came over my house for dinner cuz i wanna have dinner with my family cuz bro going to australia for work.. 1 week later than come back...
hehehe... souvenias~ hahaha..
:)
then today went out with pri sch mates to celebrate ah jack belated bday.. then tat ah jack ah... msg me 3am on sat.. -_-''' wah liew.. brother.. i wanna sleep de lor.. hahah.. then ask him to meet us at 1130.. then he no money pay bill etc.. then phone kana d/c.. hahaha... poor thing... then no phone so even he reach liao we dun even noe hes there anot.. so waited and waited.. then we even think tat he nv copy our numbers.. lol...
so we went to eat and wait somemore.. before we declare.. give up.. then while we go searching for food because we are so damn hungry... then he called~ finallY! hahaha.. so nag nag nag nag him hahahah.. really w/o phone -.-''' hahaha..
then chatted and then took neo-prints :)
then went and search for his adidas jacket.. :) hopefully he likes the pressent :)
xmas coming soon le.... i love the season of xmas~~ yeah yeah....
so.. now got kbox to go wif su n ming.. but duno when hahaha..
next week should be having a gathering with the buddies they all since they all got some days leave...
anyway... i simply enjoy the time being in ur arms :)
Monday, November 06, 2006
9:58 PM
quick update.guess wats tis soft toy name?
-rain-
well it does look like >.< (rain the korean singer..got one style he got place his hood over) :P
summarise.. i miss ytd. i miss u lots.
Saturday, November 04, 2006
10:18 PM
haha..dont worry guys ") im fine...ytd was quite scared cuz was doing a case with a Fon surgeon.. lol >.<>.<>supposed to be. it's nt something to regret. it's something to aspire to be..."
"sometime when you sacrifice something precious, you're not really losing it, you are just passing on to someone else"
"holding anger is a posion. it eats you from inside, we think that hating is a weapon that attacks the person who harmed us. but hatred is a curved blade. and the harm we do, we do to ourselves."
"life has to end...love doesn't"
"each affects the others and the other affects the next, and the world is full of stories, but the stories are all one."
nice book.. ")
recently keep listening to
☆亲亲梁静茹☆
那一年顶楼加盖的阁楼
什么人忘了锁
是谁找不到未满十八岁的我
你是一滴滴隐形的眼泪
风一吹就乾了
只能这样了是吗
同时甜蜜与心碎
是你的幽默还是温柔
是瞬间烟火还是不甘寂寞
第一次你抱紧我
轻轻的亲亲
紧紧闭著眼睛
是你不是你说不定
还不一定
梦一样轻的亲亲
不敢用力呼吸
不敢太贪心太相信我的幸运
百分之百是你
思念被时光悄悄的摇落
酸酸的咬了一口
青春的苹果香香的催眠了我
是你脸粉红了我的耳后
烫伤了我额头
现在想起来会痛
同时甜蜜与心碎
是你的幽默还是温柔
是瞬间烟火还是不甘寂寞
第一次你抱紧我
轻轻的亲亲
紧紧闭著眼睛
是你不是你说不定
还不一定
梦一样轻的亲亲
不敢用力呼吸
不敢太贪心太相信我的幸运
百分之百是你
哦...
轻轻的亲亲
紧紧闭著眼睛
是你不是你说不定
还不一定
梦一样轻的亲亲
不敢用力呼吸
不敢太贪心太相信我的幸运
百分之百是你
")
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
8:35 PM
今天心情不好. 从早上开始就已经对自己做C-Section感到很不满。对自己感到失望。然后接二联三的事都做不好。就如type into the wrong Operating Room -__-''' 然后要consultant to unvett the report.. just for me to re-type in.. -_-''' sigh... then he sounded unhappy in the phone lah...... so hor..... sigh.......
then later in the laportamy de case... run like hell... stress like hell... alone circulate... sigh.......
then lots of things im doing it wrong....
then finally the case finish.. bring inthe next patient and things go wrong again... then got talked by M.. pointing out certain stuff... my mind was already in a tense mode... 头已经很重了。很幸苦。then when she talk half-way i just cant stop tears coming out le..... i cant hold on anymore... the moment of relief after the case has finish... tears start to flow... and i think i stunt quite a number of ppl there..
quickly walk to the rest room... cry in the cubical.. haha... -_-''' cuz too many things running in my mind... crying and crying and crying.... the amt of stress im facing today....
then after that abit stable le.. go back theater and scrub for next case... then sister saw me and ask me wat happen... i see her i cry again...... -_-'''
then ok liao.. go scrub for the case.... patient not able to survive due to all the small bowel in the intestine are all necrosis. no blood supply. hence patient unlikely to survive.
*sigh*
apprently today is not a gd day for me.
sister had a talk with me after work.... i cried again.... she talk nicely to me etc... make me feel relief...
of cuz i understand this is part of my theater life. not everyday is a smooth day. we have its stressful day. we have it happy day. and today is just part of my bad day im facing.
放工过后，外面下着大雨．．心情跟着大雨一直往下沉．．
头很沉重心情也很重．
不想和太多人接触．．怕因为会再一次的哭．
也因为这样搭了德司回家．
因为心情跟着雨．．路程中眼睛就一直看着窗外的雨，一滴一滴的落下，就如眼泪一滴一滴在心里哭泣．．．
到家也没什么心情，头还是很沉重应为哭得很用力的关系吧．．哈哈
现在比较好了．．
明天又会是新的一天．心情也会快乐起来～
ｔｈｉｓ ｉｓ ｊｕｓｔ ｐａｒｔ ａｎｄ ｐａｒｃｅｌ ｏｆ ｔｈｅａｔｅｒ ｌｉｆｅ． ｉ ｎｅｅｄ ｔｏ ｂｅ ｓｔｒｏｎｇｅｒ ｔｏ ｆａｃｅ ａｌｌ ｓｏｒｔ ｏｆ ｐｒｏｂｌｅｍ ｔａｔ ｉｓ ｆａｃｉｎｇ ｍｅ．
加油！！
加油！！
加油！！
then later in the laportamy de case... run like hell... stress like hell... alone circulate... sigh.......
then lots of things im doing it wrong....
then finally the case finish.. bring inthe next patient and things go wrong again... then got talked by M.. pointing out certain stuff... my mind was already in a tense mode... 头已经很重了。很幸苦。then when she talk half-way i just cant stop tears coming out le..... i cant hold on anymore... the moment of relief after the case has finish... tears start to flow... and i think i stunt quite a number of ppl there..
quickly walk to the rest room... cry in the cubical.. haha... -_-''' cuz too many things running in my mind... crying and crying and crying.... the amt of stress im facing today....
then after that abit stable le.. go back theater and scrub for next case... then sister saw me and ask me wat happen... i see her i cry again...... -_-'''
then ok liao.. go scrub for the case.... patient not able to survive due to all the small bowel in the intestine are all necrosis. no blood supply. hence patient unlikely to survive.
*sigh*
apprently today is not a gd day for me.
sister had a talk with me after work.... i cried again.... she talk nicely to me etc... make me feel relief...
of cuz i understand this is part of my theater life. not everyday is a smooth day. we have its stressful day. we have it happy day. and today is just part of my bad day im facing.
放工过后，外面下着大雨．．心情跟着大雨一直往下沉．．
头很沉重心情也很重．
不想和太多人接触．．怕因为会再一次的哭．
也因为这样搭了德司回家．
因为心情跟着雨．．路程中眼睛就一直看着窗外的雨，一滴一滴的落下，就如眼泪一滴一滴在心里哭泣．．．
到家也没什么心情，头还是很沉重应为哭得很用力的关系吧．．哈哈
现在比较好了．．
明天又会是新的一天．心情也会快乐起来～
ｔｈｉｓ ｉｓ ｊｕｓｔ ｐａｒｔ ａｎｄ ｐａｒｃｅｌ ｏｆ ｔｈｅａｔｅｒ ｌｉｆｅ． ｉ ｎｅｅｄ ｔｏ ｂｅ ｓｔｒｏｎｇｅｒ ｔｏ ｆａｃｅ ａｌｌ ｓｏｒｔ ｏｆ ｐｒｏｂｌｅｍ ｔａｔ ｉｓ ｆａｃｉｎｇ ｍｅ．
加油！！
加油！！
加油！！