La Musique

Tuesday, November 29, 2005
10:05 AM

remember the previous post.. i wrote about waiting for the translation for hana yori dago.. insert song - planetarium

the translation:

The moonlight evening shows it's face, and the voices of the children disappear
Somewhere far far off in the sky, you're probably out there
We snuck away into the end of the summer, and we found this park
Do remember what that constellation was?

Even if we can't be together, I want to follow my memories, and see the same happiness as you do
The fireworks burst in a flush, together with that scent

I want to go to where you are, I want to run off right now
You can't see anything in the pitch darkness, it's alright to be scared
The starry sky with countless amounts of stars is always going to be right here, even now
I won't cry, because a long time ago, I saw a beautiful sky with you

The sound of shoes echoing out on that road is still left in my ears
Staring at my large shadow, I wonder if you still think about me

Even though they shouldn't have changed at all, sad feelings swell in me
No matter what I feel, you're not here anymore

I want to go to your side, even if just for a little while
I love you most of all, it's stayed a strong feeling
I tried silently wishing on a shooting star
But I won't cry, the wish will go through, into the beautiful sky

Even if we can't be together, I want to follow my memories, and see the same happiness as you do
The fireworks burst in a flush, together with that scent

I want to go to where you are, clenching my small hands
I want to cry, it was such a beautiful sky
I tried silently wishing on a shooting star
But I won't cry, the wish will go through, into the beautiful sky...

Monday, November 28, 2005
9:31 PM

first day in A&E... went to Obs/consult room.... me & another friend kept shivering all the way.... it was so so so so so cold...

then i see the waiting hrs outside keep prolonged.. from 1 hr to 3-4hrs.... so poor thing....

then the docs there are quite nice :)

heee.. then apart from there.... mostly is juz help to see the doc check the patient.. nth much.. tmr and the next i will be in p1... -_-'''

bless me ah.....

cuz today orientation.. got scared by 1 person...

>.<

jiayou ^^

hmm.. he's back finally ^^

Sunday, November 27, 2005
10:24 PM

new blogskins..

was looking at blogskins.com then saw this.. though simple but i like its simplicity.. :)

went and edit with photoshop and add in all the contents.. :)

like e skin ^^


1:56 PM

blue sky.. nice weather :)

listening to planetarium from oostuka ai.. part of the theme song for HYD (hana yori Dago) is meteor garden - jap drama.. :)

like the song.. though duno what it means.. waiting for translation at e lyrics webby..

anyway ytd went out with my pri sch friends.. eugene, lun, su, jack.. suppose got ming but couldnt make it last min..

went over to marina food court and eat.. then sat outside and chit chatted our way... then took couples of pictures then went over to esplanade area and walk around.. then took pics here and there.. but realise most of the grp pics we took are so blur.. sigh

then went over to raffles - take with e xmas tree ^^ so happy.... hmm gonna find 1 day nite time to go to orchard areas and find xmas tree.. hahaha.. dont you think that xmas tree is so nice and preety hahaha....

some how makes me excited and happy when i see a nice decorated xmas tree :)

the thought of exchanging gifts hee... i guess tis year can have more gathering exchaning gifts with friends :)

lalalala.....

sound kiddish ah.... ahaha..... well young at hearts mah :P

speak abt kiddish.. watching anime, reading comics doesnt means one person is still kiddish and childish.. makes me think of in e past one friend say im still so childish watching animes.. but think she doesn't know there are different kind of animes out there.. not all animes are like just like powerpuff or watever....

animes and comics some are set to make u think, they have a hidden meaning in the conversation that allows u to think... of cuz some animes are just for laugh.. is juz how people see things bah.. i can say this anime is nice but others think is so so boring.... just like harry potter.. i told my friend im so disappointed.. but my friend says she like it very much.....

differeent ppl, different thinking & percive things differently..

but i dont like it when sometimes people are out to change your thinking to match with them.. insisting that is always right & wrong and there's no grey zone.

while some might comment that... why keep thinking of the past.. u should look to the future... true.. u cant dwell over the past.. but u also cannot forget abt it... those are the xperience u have been through.. it doesnt mean if u think abt it.. u cant progress.. is always gd to look forward to the future but is always gd to look back in life.

while some people are so straight forward and tactless about what they say, they could just give others a very bad impression... yah, he/she might not know what they say is affecting others.. he/she may even say that "why take it so serious?" "is juz a comment" "wah liew cannot take it lightly ah"

juz like a friend who happen to laugh at another friend of mine when i just update what's the happening around..and she say some comments about her..

i wasnt that happy inside me.. but becuz i noe her for her frankness.. i did not say anything.. i dont find it funny of my friend's circumstances now..

maybe some can say.. "ah u are sensitive lah" "tis is his/her character"

maybe i cant take those kind of comments lightly.. afterall is too serious for me to take it lightly hahaha..... i cant change one's character.. nor i can say anything.. but what i can do is to try to take his/her comments as lightly as possible hor....

heeeeee...

we all are differnt. there's no perfect in everyone. while others can like me. there's always ppl that dislike the way i am..

that's life bah.. u cant please everyone in life.

Friday, November 25, 2005
9:35 PM

today is e day.......

the day my results out
the day i end my posting at OT
the day where im so sorry to ben & e rest

anyway..... results were sent thru sms at ard 3+ am.. before that got a scary nitemare.. i dreamt i failed -_-''' shit.. F grade -_-'''

then woke up see my phone got e sms.. then see all pass.. then slept again.. then dreamt again.... eh why still no sms from the sch... then keep tinking... then realise is already been sent.....

wah liew.. i short term memo lor..... anyway passed all my results.....

but very very very disappointed with mental health... *sigh*

got a D+ wah liew.... i got almost all B+ and 1 C+ then u come pop with a D+ my average score drop again ah...... from 2.9 now 2.8.. sob sob.. wanna cry liao..the only chance is last sem le.... ahhhh.....

mental health.. will nt forget bernade say.. should can get b or a.. omg.. almost friends around me get D D+ C -_-''' pengz...... so sad... but nevertheless still manage to pass hor...

hmmmmm..... then today OT finish :) took pics with sisters and the xmas tree..... is so preety~~

>Photos up at Yahoo PIcs

then thought of sunday going to JB wif ben, kw.. asked dad... dad say...... not now lah.. now so unsafe.... :( sadded lor...

so srry ah ben.... i know want to go and buy ur board shorts.. >.<

sorry..

going to fall asleep soon.... and tmr gonna have dinner with pri sch friends.. lalalala ^^

Wednesday, November 23, 2005
7:47 PM

cold weather recently....

*shiver*

updates from monday :) had a wonderful time in OT.. seriously the working environment is so so so so so different from the ward....

im interested in OT.. haha....

but still got A&E who noes i like there more.....

have to finish e posting before i noe where i wanna go after i grad

anyway i really enjoyed myself in OT.. the sisters are nice.. staffs are nice..... i mean in ward u seldom able to talk to sister or staffs that friendly....

really enjoyed my posting...

able to see lots of operation.. heehee.... cant really elaborate... later u guys vomit i duno how sia... hahaha...

but i didnt faint for once wor ^^

muhahahaha.....

so cold.. but yet so comfotable to sleep..... yawnz~~~

Saturday, November 19, 2005
9:16 PM

finished my 2 weeks posting.. left 1 week posting at OT and another week at A&E..

juz now went out to clementi with mum to buy my black shoe and slipper for OT.. guess wat i wear till my shoe's heel split almost split into half -_- too heavy le..

now im rotting at home.. chatting with ppl.. feel so empty...lonly.. haha..

xmas comign soon le.. but i tink after my attachment end see got any job for me to do anot.. cuz my income really cmi..

*sigh*

so maybe xmas maybe cannot celebrate.. so i duno yet...

:) maybe i cant find any jobs yet..... hahaha....

xmas... maybe having 3 celebrations.. haha. 1) pri sch friends 2) Buddies 3) sisters :) if everything goes well hor.....

abit duno wat to say.. gonna find some games and kill some time...

Thursday, November 17, 2005
10:35 PM

me legs are broken....super duber bz today.... almost pengz -_-''' 4 hrly parameters.. then admission.. im alone.. my s/n is stresssful everyone is stresful.~ ahhhhh

gd thing is tmr is last day in tat ward :)

anyway... talk abt harry potter ytd.... before tat met my bro, his gf and his friend at the food republic at wisma... was there early... so chop place for them... wait and wait no seat.. then first glance see my bro's friend... then i think maybe mistaken.. then see 2nd time.. then think maybe he is... hahaha....

then in the end my bro found seats at "bi feng tang" really can bi feng...... hahaha.... empty seats there....

try the chicken mushroom noodle.... ok lah.. but next time i wanna try the prawn wanton.. very nice~ ^^

so went and watch harry potter... at lido... went to lido 2... which is not the usual level of the rest of the lido cinema.. is actually another level above...... so first time went and is freaking BIG.... -_-'''

and we are at the last damn row... and it means no ppl behind me except for walls.... hahaha..... FAR hahaha......

then watched.... hmmmmm...... how i feel.... bad..... disappointed....... srry for spoiler ah.....

i dun like harry and tat "you know who is it" that "V" fight.. the timing so short... and then is like... it end with tat V saying "noooooooo" and harry go back to portal....(sounds rythm with harry potter) anyway.. i expect for fights between themm..

i dun like some parts of the plot nt connected to one another..... is like so not linked.....

i dun like some parts can be so draggy.. and the exciting part can be so short.....

i dun like all the love love things start to be in the movie... it make it so cheezy... -_-'''

yet....

i like the jokes they make... is funny...

i like the fighting scene esp the dragon..

i like the effects of it....

hmmmmmmm oh yah if u think of bringing a kid go.... nah i think better not....... cuz some of the conversation.... i dun think they will understand....

infront of me got alot of kids.. and when V become alive, in 1 piece. in a human form. oh yah finally manage to see his face.. and after a short while a kid actually say.. who is tat person -_-''''

oh dear...

is preety much a darker story.. where ppl die, misunderstandings, trusts are being placed in test...


but overall im truly disappointed on the flim itself...

3/5

i prefer prisner of azcaban..

well that;s my opinion... maybe some like it :)

yawnz tired.....

Tuesday, November 15, 2005
8:47 PM

yesterday went out with my pri sch mates :) yipeee... suppose to meet at marina square there to the food court area.. cuz we all are so so so so broke.... then becuz me & su were so late then i thought hmmmm maybe can go to wisma that new food republic and check it out.

since my bro say is nice :)

went there before ming and lun reached.. so me and su went and walked around.. was so shock... the place is huge... stepped out from the lift.. we both *jaw drop* hahaha... cuz a very different looking of food court itself.... very retro kind.. those 50s 60s theme...

then went and sat beside the glass panel... very nice :) if sat at nite.. maybe it will be nicer with the xmas lightning etc.. :)

went and bought the food then saw this roti prata shop very interesting.. the store name


What you do Prata... then the chinese is Yuan de bu neng Na.... hahaha... ai yah my pic cant see the na.. -_-''' anyway very cute.... :)

then sat down chit chat crap alot.. as usual... keep talking abt someone hahaha..... then the music keep playing old songs... hahha.... then ah su cannot tahan the songs.. then we all walked to wheelock then sit down....... then the area very cold sia.. -_-''''

hahaha then decided to take neo print shop.. realise far east that level 3 no more le.. left level 1 nia... -_-''' hahah inside took out my cam and start taking grp pic inside the neo print room.. hahaha.... then keep taking takng..

of cuz got take the neo prints lah..... very funny... cuz is too fast.... then we all so shock inside.... hahaha....

a very fun day out with them..... sorry to put airplane last time wor :) see when's e next time we go out again ^^

tmr start work again le..... left 3 more days before i say good bye to the ward... duno what's e grading on me -_-''' so scary...

then today wah.. intense backache till i want to cry.. no matter how i bent like a prawn still canot relieve.. almost wanna pengz at a moment cuz legs are so weak.... -_-''' think maybe i lost too much blood..

good friend not good to me today.. sianz.

then have to resort to eat panadol.. hasnt been eating there for dont know how many years le.. but the pain i really canno tahan... so have to eat lor.. better bring tmr.... in case *choy*

speak abt tmr...... hahaha.... Harry Potter here i come ^^ lalalalalalalalalaal........


happy :) sha la la la~~~

Sunday, November 13, 2005
11:36 PM

finally uploaded all the pics and change my friendster pic.....

haha.... so today... went to TURTLE MUSUM hahaa... i think u will be O_O where's tat?? got such musum in singapore mehzzzz.......

well got got..... is actually at chinese garden :)

http://www.turtle-tortoise.com/

so.. met at interchange with ben before we head to cy's di pan to eat.. been so long never take 172 to boon lay le... miss the time during sch days always take the bus.....

hahaa....

was late to meet him then took 154 to cy's place for lunch... hahah talked and talked in the bus that we actually reached the bus stop but we didnt called him before hand... haha... then he also blur blur wait very very patiently for the phone to rang.. cuz of ah ben lah~~ talk somemore.. hahaha....

then went over to the tamah jurong for a lunch... -_-''' 2 storeys of foods.. how to decide?!? was surprised to see chris was there... hahaha..... walked around and around..... -_-''' duno what to eat.. then settle for duck noodle... but the place so big.. i will starved to death before knowing what i want to eat..... hahaha.....

anyway... so eat and eat... then behind us got those chinese menu behind us.. then cy & ben start to say our those menu... and i realise our chinese cannot make it liao..... im so 对不起 ms tsao.. hahaha....

so the joke start with our dear ben..

ben: 美葱鹿肉 -mei cong lu rou- which is actually（姜葱鹿肉) -jiang cong lu rou-

tthen we start pointing to the menu ask each other to pronouce... then cy very confident say...

cy: 红烧something -hong shao- (i cant rem liao) but the actual fact that the menu is 红焖 -hong men-

haha.. then start to "pom" words that we duno then juz say anywords ppl thought it is... hahaha.. bth.. cant stop grinning now when think what happen just now... hahaha......

then we saw this.. then both of them duno.... then i say is 鱼鳔羹 -yu biao geng- then they dun believe me leh... say i any how "pom" words how cuz they also duno mah.... "pom" wrong also duno hahahaha......

wah liew... how can u guys like tat~~~~~ im saying e truth mah..... hahhaha.....

but what i learnt today is tat sting ray in chinese is 方鱼... hahah initially we thought maybe can call 刺鱼 "sting-ray" mah.... hahaha.....

then we go to the extend of going to the store and see what the menu put.. then they place the "square fish" hahaah....

then walked to chinese garden.... then crap alot sia... they thought e duck noodle got something wrong.. becuz i was blabbaring nosence stuffs... crap..lame.. hahah untill they dun want to let ppl know they know me hahaha.....

heartless soul....

so we walked to the turtle musum.. pay the $5 admission fee then see lots of turtles.. from the start we see "fake turtles.. toys..ornaments..jewels...ear rings...... etc etc... then ben spotted a RA turtle toy..... hahaha..... "

then went to the "live turtle" section then see lots of species... from the star turtle.. to wat aligator..to pig nose.. all sort of it.. some were sooo cute while others are tooo tooo active.. some are so Fierce that they have a tag "DANGER IT BITES" hahahaha....... some look scary.. but maybe they are nice in nature...

juz like the song " 我很丑，可是我很温柔"

hahah allright im crapping again.....

toook lots of pics all inside my yahoo album le... :)

then... went and buy the ingrediet for the turtle while there's 2 pigons that always freak me out from no where.......

then once we walked at the bridge to feed the tortise. wah.... they all like mass migrate to us sia... so scary.. like they duno how long never never eat like tat...... so poor thing...... imagine if they are taller and bigger size.. i think we will get chew by it. hahaha.....
then the weather so hot that we find a corner and see while the rest of tortise try to climb up to the main land and want us to feed them.....

then the 2 pigons stand by and going to snatch the food.....

then 1 moment got 1 tortist "chasing" me for food.. crawl so fast hahaha..... so cute....

then walk around.... saw 3 tortoise lying around take some pic with it... then proceed out from the musem then walk around the chinese garden.....

haha... then tio beheader by the store that sell $1.50 for a drink -_-''' sian mei ban fa.. i thirsty..

haha in the end we are so tired, sticky humid.... but i think this "excursion" is very fun hahaha..... just that we all forget to bring our net to catch butterfly......

heeeeeee... thanks ben& cy accompany me.. haha.... otherwise maybe today w/o going out ill be rotting around at home :)

so shall post a pic before i end tis blog

heee.. no actual tortoist was harm during the graffting... is done by photoshop lah..... hahah but very cute hor ^^ heeee....

Saturday, November 12, 2005
10:21 PM

went for TTSH mass casuality exercise today.... arrive at novena around 625am -_-''' while im suppose to meet my friends at 645 -_-''' too early~!~!

then went there had breakfast.. didnt realise there were other group ppl went also..... also didnt realise got nus medical students too....

then got those triage card.. got p1.. sarin gas.. went thru the procedure.. wah.... like roller coaster.. see till my head abit giddy -_-''' bth......

motion sickness....

get better when had some lunch.... hahaha.....

then went back home.. then realise my metor garden - jap didnt even goes up to a 1% for 2 hr -_-''' hahaha..... had to ask joe to help me d/l...... thanks bro.... owe u a maggie mee hor...

then... nth much practicaally rot and stay home.....

suppose tmr go out with friend eat lunch but was cancel...

sigh.....

disappointed.sad.and disappointed.

:(

kinda no mood lah....

then wanna go out tmr... but duno call who..... cuz i see ppl online all bz or away..... otherwise buddies not around..... so sad lah.......

im so bored.

moodless. argh.

Thursday, November 10, 2005
9:52 PM

quick summary on 5 days nv blog..

er.. went for attachment..
first time encounter medicalward so so so bz.. -_-'''
juz had first morning shift, by e end of e day legs almost broken.
had to eat lunch half-an-hr then come out do my work le
did cathetheraisation -_-''' omg... bad bad bad.... but still manage to insert correctly..
sigh.. so bz that i was perspiring
wasnt a good day due to... boss not happy.. then the face -_-'''
then wat else....
oh yah!!!
im having Off day on this coming Monday & TUE *14th & 15th* hahah due to suppose to go to a posting.. but last min change so.... gonna change to 5th & 6th DEC.. so my attachment end on the 6th Dec..
and one very very very IMPT......





























no.. not im attach..... More Happy news...........



















no not im pregnant.....






























is im going to watch the latest Harry Potter ^_^ on 16th Nov.... Wahahahahahahaha..... The very very early sneak preview...... wohoooooooooooooooooooo.. im watching early ^_^ hahaha..... Yeah Yeah Yipee!!

keke.. end of a very short yet "long" entry.. gonna rest.. another broken leg day tmr.

Saturday, November 05, 2005
10:59 PM

juz came back not long ago from bernade's bbq.. well not bbq.. juz tat he cater the food for us.. reach his house then play mahjong.. hahaha.....

speak abt mahjong... (buddies.. when's our mahjong session ah..)

yah.. then played for awhile then go and eat then ate alot.. but he ordered alot of foods.. then all ta pao home hahaha...

quite sad cuz alot of ppl never come namly the forigners... cuz 1 dun go the rest dun go... -_-''' sian hor...

but quite fun lah.. so long nv play mahjong then look at bernade's room got lots of his sons pictures.. wah..... handsome.. yandao ^^ hahahaha..

now eat too full le.. so bloated lots of gas inside sia......

anyway i change song again.. tis time is from anime - Mushishi.. i like this song.. very soothing :)

The sore feet song - ally kerr

I walk ten thousand miles,
ten thousand miles, to see you
And every gasp of breath,
I grabbed it just to find you
I climbed up every hill,
to get to you
I wandered ancient lands
to hold just you

and every single step of the way
I pay
Every single night and day
I search for you
through sandstorm and hazy dawn
I reached for you

I stole ten thousand pounds,
ten thousand pounds to see you
I robbed convenience stores'
cause I thought they'd make it easier

I lived of rats and toads and I starved for you
I fought of giant bears and I killed them too

and every single step of the way
I pay
Every single night and day
I search for you
through sandstorm and hazy dawn
I reached for you

I'm tired and I'm weak, but I'm strong for you
I wanna go home but my love gets me through
lalaalalalaalalalalalalalalaalalalaalalalalaaaaala

Thursday, November 03, 2005
11:35 PM

hasnt been updating much.. been tiring latly..

juz came back not long ago from marina with some friends... went to cafe cartel then to swensen for ice cream.. haha :)

sticky chewy choc!!!

词：周杰伦　曲：周杰伦
一件黑色毛衣
两个人的回忆
雨过之后更难忘记
忘记我还爱你
你不用在意
流泪也只想刚好合意
我早已经待在谷底
我知道不能再留住你
也知道不能没有孤寂
感激你让我拥有缺点的美丽
看着那白色的蜻蜓
在空中忘了前进
还能不能重新编织
脑海中起毛球的记忆
再说我爱你
可能雨也不会停
黑色毛衣
藏在那里
就让回忆永远停在那里

i just loved this song from jay and also another song Feng and Ye qu.. :)

anyway... recently not much of gd things around.. parents health are not good... then friend's r/s like not gd... then lots of bad things around >.<

at least i do hear some happi news around ^_^

so tired...

to su: sorry to put airplane.... >.< i promise i will make up for you guys.. so sorry sorry!!!

Tuesday, November 01, 2005
11:06 PM

omg...

didnt expect.. low got see my blog de..

hahaha... lucky in e past nv say bad abt him :X

otherwise he will juz say me...... lalalalala.....

anyway thanks for the album u sent me :)

oh yah..... n luckily no d/c.. fortunate i got 3 "consideratE" buddies hor.... gonna nudge me at the end.... -_-''' was praying they dun do...

hahaha..... :P

anyway my bro intro me this website

http://www.squarebrain.net

ahahah..... Funny comic strips.... u guys should go and read... so truth.... hahaa... girls please take it lightly cuz.... they are making fun of us lah.....

but i think in some ways are truth and is damn funny....... hahah i cant stop laughing...